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this is my 2nd post of the day. not something that i usually do but here i am.


I am a writer, a dreamer, a artist, an actress, a director, a judge, a sister, a daughter, a lover, a student, one somebody.

I am so tired of not going for things i like
not being different
not being the person i am when i am alone.

i have great mind. i paint pictures before i fall asleep. i dream and write them down, hopefully just hopefully i am good enough to be chosen. i never ever once submit my work. never ever once put my heart out in doing the exam. never ever once be true to myself.

i felt like i am such a joke. i will never know where i stand if i dont perform. i wanna get into a great improvise school. be me. make a name. i know i will get there. this sucks. i never think so much before. never felt like someone in the movie where you know its just pure acting.


anyway, i watched The Fall....

seriously my best movie ever, yes hot shot in it so what? haha he is freaking tall man! urgh!! anyway, i like the way it was written, the pure innocence of this younger actress. she is just wonderful. you dont see much acting when the 2 actors talked. its just talking to a little kid, telling her stories. painting her world. storyteller <3

anyway he had to fake the ability to walk the whole time, just to convince his little costar and almost everyone in the set. not the director... duh and the director is simply amazing! i wanna meet him. all of them. and saw the part behind the scene where he had to tell her the truth. she looked so shocked, so cute! omg, so lucky!

JEALOUS jealous! hahah

uber super super :)

anyway, i know its like a bit retard to like a celebrity. haha. but on the other hand. a few of my friends already know what type of guy i go for... haha time to enjoy teenage-hood without a lover! haha i am still very very young and still looking. till i meet one.

as always

till then. smile and stay beautiful
xoxo
addie(:

PS: bright smile people!