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Whats the true meaning of letting go? hopping that sour milk aint sour?

to love and let someone into your life is hard. to forget about good times its even harder.

human minds are such a funny thing. it can blocked out bad things and it can blocked out things we chose to remember, for instant, i can ask you to think all the events happened today. but i want you to think of a different outcome.

example: if you happen to bath before having a meal, try to picture yourself having a meal before your bath.

get my flow? i hope you do. :)

so after you kept thinking on that, convince yourself that the picture outcome was the true incident. i am sure you are able to do it. and then keep your eyes close and think through the rest of the event.

now read the rest of this post.(:

i have no idea what make me a real happy person lately. perhaps my mind and heart are both open and allowing new events to take place. and of course catching up with things i been lacking behind since day 1. i finally put down this rebel side and focus on this main event.

so i been thinking about having a new blog url. but i dont want to give up my url. hahah. hmm. what will happen if i grow a little older and meet more parts of the world and start loving the world? will i read my old post and start laughing at myself? i am already doing that now.

however they say, thats how we human grow. we have a past entry of our life and we look back on it once in a while and we laugh at ourselves. i had a book of my past event since i was like 5 i guess. i cant really remember. there wasnt date to prove when was my first entry. of course back then, they were real hard copy and not this blog. even now, i find pen-ing down my thoughts much "real" than this.

and little things made me wonder why do i bother writing it down.

but now that every little things we did.

okay back to the change of event. so now i am sure you remember very clearly that the little twist of event you made. can your mind replay the whole day to you with that little lie you had?

if you cant get my point, write down events happened today and on another piece of paper write down things you had changed. read them back in like a week or so. read the remake paper.

i am sure your mind will agree with you that remake was the true whole event.

maybe you get my flow, maybe you dont.

grab yourself a gelato, 'cause i am getting one. :)

till then, smile & stay beautiful.
xoxo
addie(: