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i had it with people who rip from my blog and put them into their own words and said they said it! WTF!!! i mean hello, i think i should go get a copyright for my words. i know i may create words in the mist of the air and i really dont like people to use them. call me selfish, call me whatever ya wanna call me. I just dont like it.

Finally finished tons of reports but i am still running out of my freaking time! exams are so close and sep 16 is reaching! i hope its on sep 16. pray pray pray let me do it once and get over with! damn i havent get my cert from drama. should call them asap.. this year, one thing off my mind was sep drama exam! hello, kiss my freaking ass! you bitches said i cant do you, take your words back ASS! ya queen is always queen! :P

okay i am in a rock and roll mode now. today was the most boring day ever! i mean i dont even have to freaking attend! the only fun part was the part where i get to go home! wasted. however, i manage to finish one of my report in the waiting and wasting day!

i missed all my ever life of wasting.

i am totally into rock now. no idea why, but hello, who wanna create a band with me? okay i wanna go metal now! maybe i am in my rebel mode now, and all my rock got to do with almost every feeling you can swing within a cycle. Am not talking about PMS cycle! godness! just swing cycle.

i should start writing short stories again yeah? i mean i think i should but only after sep 16 & when school holidays finally kicks in.

i am getting old! my birthday is reaching. and i swear the whole A13 is so darn far away! :( crap shit i wanna go back! i dont do skype for birthday! :(

anyway, i think i am going to turn in now. since i am so space away...

anyway......

had dinner with R on friday, in town near where grand's old house was. i really miss there, the hill, the running around, the everything. everything seems to fall after they moved away from there. you went to a better place and i miss you. i really do. i saw your photo today and boy i thought how unfair it was to let you go at such a young age, you have no idea how being a teenager is. remember, when we used to play family? when you drag every single one of us into the room. remember, when you asked my mum where i was when i was in dance class? remember at the very end, you always look for me, even though we dont talk the same topic? Remember how you told everyone that if i dont go, you wont go? and you try you very best to be with me, the first and last photo we ever had as a group? i really miss you. if you are still around, i wont be so freaking lonely at all the gathering. i really miss you, i remember the first moment i heard the bad story, i coped myself up, cause i know, its over, it good that you went away. but i miss you. lets see, now you would be telling me stories about chasing skirt and be with me at all gathering, i cant look at your brother without thinking about you. you was the closest one. and i felt bad to not send you off, cause i had drama exam? but you blessed me through my entire exam! new year was different without you playing 21 with me. & grand, that old house was where you used to give me $ and scolded EH for taking them from me. and you give me coins to gamble.

ah crap, no tears addie!

till then
xoxo
addie