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addie(:
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect yet I'm Lovin' It
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.

till then is what i am going to say for all you readers who read my blog. no, i am not going to shut it down 'cause i dont feel like it. but i will be posting updates on A13 even though it has no relation at all.

I had it enough with some people who have this constant needs of knowing. i know, curiosity kills the cat but that cat obviously has 9 lives! i had it with it. i am so eff up with this kinda person. if you were meant to know, you will know. stop asking or fishing from me. just like today when that stupid woman has to know every single thing about me. HELLO, let me ask you, do you see me questioning you? no you dont! i am just being nice 'cause you are someone's date which i think that someone should have a change of degree! damn, and where did i get my flu from? oh come on, seriously? you gotta ask? let me tell you, from your freaking constant asking! get a life you moron! if you can sense that i am looking away, coughing even though i am not coughing, rolling my eyes over like a zillion times and sighing non stop dont give it away... how about me at the end telling you, i dont have to tell you everything, 'cause at the end of the day, we both know we aint seeing each other much after this on going event ends. for the love of god! leave me alone and stop trying to know me! 'cause i am not like you, i dont have to tell you how many skeletons are there in my closet! and i dont have to report to you!

just tell me i am wrong... that telling people things are good even though its non of their freaking business. tell me that i am wrong that there will be always something you dont tell someone. just tell me that i am wrong that i dont find the need to talk to you. & why do i have to let you into my life and that my friend, was a terrible mistake!

okay enough with this kind of people. and of course there are those that keep guessing and getting no where. enough already. just tell me J, which freaking part did i move wrong? was it the knight? or the bishop? just check mate me already so we can get on with it! URGH!! ohh...was it the part when i said tell J that the bitch is back?

FYI, our fate as friends had already ended.

so anyway, back to the part where i said i wanna update on the other blog, i had someone read my blog that i wish i had not told about. what was i thinking? stupid flu meds! damn the label was right. "it may cause drowsiness" you should put it on the back, also it may make you do some weird actions like telling someone your blog link even though you dont meant it! god damn it addie, seriously what were you thinking?

so i got suggestion like lock the blog, move the address, but i am going to leave it un-update for a while and who knows, maybe after 2 years, i will create a brand new one. and this will be gone. i started this blog when i am sick and bored at home 3 years ago. so now i will let this active blog die a little and come back again when i know that someone is not reading.

i am sorry, if you were meant to know, you will know. the world is simple and understandable to you, that 'cause you havent step out of your well and look at the world from my eyes. if you step on this line again. i will make sure, you will know the meaning of UP YOURS.

till then
xoxo
addie(:

PS: you were not meant to be.