Tuesday, June 29, 2010
in which addie and my L I fe
life. not a word i want to link all and everything together.
i am a teenager but i think i had a quarter life crisis, who said you need to be 40ish to have that? i am less than 20 and thus makes that quarter life crisis.
i was told previously that my life was pretty much plan for me and i can choose to do whatever i like after i completed my quest on my lay out life. now that i am getting bored with my lay out life, can i move on and do whatever i want?
it come a price of quitting school.
yes, school is important. i am not a person who cant study, i am in B. so you have A B C D and things like that, recently i was told i was in B. meaning the 2nd best group in the class, meaning you dont have tutor poorer students and the teachers wont give a damn about your grades. so if you leave school without a big whoha, i doubt any teachers will remember you. for my case, ah, who is interested in knowing?
& now that i find school boring. not that i hate those subjects, on the contrary, maths, sciences :its kinda my thing, but i wish i could find myself more before getting my mind washed into doing what i am studying now.
& i thought going to school was to find who you are? take a chance in learning, understand yourself? somehow, i personally feel that school is like factory, to print out batches of students moving off to the different places, doing the same thing.
ah, if any of my teachers were to read this, off to the counsel room they will say.
when i am the only drive of this life car, i shall make sudden stops.
who am i? thats one thing i need to know.
till then...
xoxo
addie(:
*i am set on the wrong brain wavelength for now*
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
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