Tuesday, June 29, 2010
in which addie and my L I fe
life. not a word i want to link all and everything together.
i am a teenager but i think i had a quarter life crisis, who said you need to be 40ish to have that? i am less than 20 and thus makes that quarter life crisis.
i was told previously that my life was pretty much plan for me and i can choose to do whatever i like after i completed my quest on my lay out life. now that i am getting bored with my lay out life, can i move on and do whatever i want?
it come a price of quitting school.
yes, school is important. i am not a person who cant study, i am in B. so you have A B C D and things like that, recently i was told i was in B. meaning the 2nd best group in the class, meaning you dont have tutor poorer students and the teachers wont give a damn about your grades. so if you leave school without a big whoha, i doubt any teachers will remember you. for my case, ah, who is interested in knowing?
& now that i find school boring. not that i hate those subjects, on the contrary, maths, sciences :its kinda my thing, but i wish i could find myself more before getting my mind washed into doing what i am studying now.
& i thought going to school was to find who you are? take a chance in learning, understand yourself? somehow, i personally feel that school is like factory, to print out batches of students moving off to the different places, doing the same thing.
ah, if any of my teachers were to read this, off to the counsel room they will say.
when i am the only drive of this life car, i shall make sudden stops.
who am i? thats one thing i need to know.
till then...
xoxo
addie(:
*i am set on the wrong brain wavelength for now*
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
4:05:00 PM
Monday, June 28, 2010
in which the bitch is back!
tell J, the bitch is back.
ah my honeymoon has to end right. MIA for like a really long time, time to get back to where i stand, though lets just say, being in honeymoon really makes me miss home so much, ah, who am i kidding?
& ps, i am not married....
met so many friends along the way, which bug me to have twitter, telling me i will love it so much more than facebook... seriously?
i dont have a twitter AC, but i dont plan on having one yet, i mean with my facebook, i am already replacing my study book with facebook, so telling me to not to face thy book is kinda hard, though when all parties come to an end, so does hooking up on facebook.
which i must say, i dont miss it.
& i always thought, twitter is to stalk your idols and things like that? which make a total laugh out loud at A13 when someone totally think AC******* was who she said she was, but turn out to be a wannabe. opps, she or he, we never know, AC been suspended due to A13 spamming & reports. seriously, dont be naive.
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i feel like ditching school and do whatever i want, whats the point of going to school to learn news things that help you along the way when you already know those things that you want to be. being in school to learn, find who you are, why not, skip learning and look for who you are.
yes, you might fall but you sure can stand up and walk again, dont run just yet, just walk and skip a little and let the running take place at its own pace.
anyway, A13 is AWESOME! <3 you guys, and thanks for bringing the bitch back!
hold your horses lads...
before i go on, i need to get on my 2 papers...
xoxo
addie(:
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
3:23:00 PM