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addie(:
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect yet I'm Lovin' It
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.

depending on how you think, i am giving up. done trying.

just find me when u felt that you done something right.

till then bitch!

PS: dont reply me.

addie(:

we went for drinks and love today! i was so happy. finally when i was on blooger wanted to blog before i move my ass out of the house, H was looking at it, and he asked.

H: " why are u still keeping it?"

i have no direct answer for H but just smiled and close the entire window.

i forgotten to log off.

when i am done dressing, H said this amazing line "say you will love me." god u should see H's face! bloody hell!

so our little get together LOVE was ever so amazing! we said we were from oversea and had really bad english accent! trust me its so fake that what i can think to make me say it was from harry hill! 44 days of zurich and watching E4 made me feel good in bitching! hahah

anyway so i am back and i un-sleep my laptop and there i saw was a single line blogger. single line blog. my blog. nothing below it. now i understand what H meant and i do love H so much now!

i never really want to remove it before cause some part of me still think of good stuff, and for those been with me since i am back, know that i changed a lot from the old me. and i learnt alot. things that not everyone will go through. and yeah. i been wanting to do that since i am back but i find blogging so much work and no one bother to read my blog so who cares! updating fb was already a little overrated...

but i find things so much better!

talking to jean yesterday after a whole day of suckness! it really made my day. sorry babe! i am not going this sat! no one is free and i dont want to be in a concert alone! its weird! ah guys and cuteness = awesome night! hahah

oh well, i need to meet my dream guy for now. for that one who bothers spinning lies, have fun. for now its enjoying dreams of vampires!

till then.

xoxo
love addie(:

if i have a wish, a wish that i can make...

u know i will make use of it really good. what happen, happened. and i cant be bother to look back on it.

i went to read jasmine's blog and felt her, i know what she been through and i know my lesson in zurich with mic and cancer. though it totally freak out mic when i break down but its really worth it when u get all the good stuff after that.

i mean dont cry for fun! dont cry to get good things. it only happen to me cause i was dearly love by them. so dont try that on anyone else. haha but i wont ever want to do that. never again!

i been off and on. with my school work, with D, with life, with friends. i still havent reply tons of people who asked me out. the only reason i havent been out, please i am not coming out(get me?), is the fear. the fear of thoughts.

and its okay to let your mind think a little, work a little bit by thinking, slow you down a second and think. think its a self updating, your mind thinks, and it makes you grow.

i love jami, she really thought me alot! her three kids are so lucky to have her as a mum, i mean she is awesome. i am really glad to know her. and cancer.... duh! haha

i just wish i am that strong person that you both know i am, but i havent been that brave little leo for now.

xoxo
addie(: