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I'm imperfect yet I'm Lovin' It
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
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I am fine. thanks for asking! :D

its a brush, no problem. i am all well.

PS: show's over! haha

if your best friend was on the phone with his/her girlfriend/boyfriend for the whole 2 hours without looking at you or avoid you. what do u do?

just pick ur own answer.

PS: collecting data. was a past tense on friend. :D

yes, i am meaner when i want to be mean.:P

after a really sad email. and i realize how someone can really change you and talking to aisah. i felt much better, there is no use lying in a friendship that i once called best friend. perhaps, i see that i need one friend to call best friend while the others called good friend.

and i saw something today. they were right. when u are at your worst, down and all. someone who care about you will bring you back up. i dont see that, because i had my one eye glued on that nice word : best friend forever.

what does it really means? the person dont seems to understand and so do i. and why lie to keep it on? i felt so much better.

screw it? screw wasting time. cause i have more than one. i have tons who i feel much better. its all the sun glass again.

and i see the world again, or the person once again. screw the fun time. screw on so many level. i am love! not by you. cause ur mind is fucking close. go screw time with ur forever and that other person. dude, seriously, i know there is this other person who replace me. sad case i shall say, deep down, screw you bitch!

cause only by listening i truly gain a new lesson. some what so much important then ever. lets see in life, i will be there, as an contact on ur list. and when u feel no one to seek to, i am there. for now, screw you!

PS: hey! i got in! celebrate!

finally! i got my hard disc and got the time to blog a bit.

saw my sec school form teacher. so happy to see her, in fact, she called me. totally didnt see her at all... haha

anyway so where did i last end?

i cut my hair short
i got lots of new clothes
i got a lots of homeworks too.

i got a hard disc.

i felt so stupid today.

look, i wanted to have fun today, and someone dont seems to understand the right time,i mean yeah u can call and chat over the phone and blah and things like that. but hello, do you have to do it for the whole bloody damn 2 hours? like i wasnt even there? and btw, i was trying to get us out of that place. and u just go on and on and on and on with ur phone, i wanted to asked, if we go buy the stuff to bake now or eat our dinner and... but then i changed my mind. and we walked out of the place(alive), later at the station, i said okay thats it if the train is here and she hangs up, i will tell her the plan, but no, even the train was underground, out of a sudden, her phone can work underground, you dont even talk to me that long on a phone, always when u happen to be underground, it got cut off. and hello like i am invisible! like i was too small to notice? i plug the mp3 into my ears then i gave up the idea of even talking. and on the whole bus ride, still talking thats like 30 mins and okay nevermind, when we alright, still talking. and you freaking dont bother to ask where we are, did it cross ur mind that i took the wrong bus? i wanted to aboard the bus so u were left behind, i wanted so badly to let you walk away! i wanted we to get lost, or the matter, you to be lost. i dont want you to be there.

and i was so freaking glad that the bus came and i got on, and i thought, you would follow, but no, so i text you, and guess what a bloody :) appear! i was like wtf, like you think you done nothing wrong at all. bloody hell. i totally give up, love my last line. " when you want to have fun and you are boyfriend free for once, call me." i mean i dont mind him calling you but hello, at least tell him that you were with someone and we are planning to go out and blah and things like that. i mean i can tell by your reply, you are hanging on the phone so bloody badly. wtf! urgh!!!

thats it, i guess it really ends tonight.

PS: open casting, interested?

urgh!