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Sunday, October 4, 2009
in which addie could be the one leaving

i could be the one leaving today. not alone but with cancer. 'cause he is flying off to zurich today. like now, okay not now. but soon at 1.10am and i will have to see him leave. saying goodbye, really not that easy as you think it is. and even though i know he is going to come home the first week of dec. which i am counting down now.

and i still... anyway. i was at the airport, and i just reached home. his friends are there so we just leave. afterall we had dinner and all with him so... his friends can have him. and i already start to miss him.

gosh. i dont want to cry man. i cant now. i got one whole full week of stuff to do. i have:

monday : meeting for shanghai trip(12 to 16)
wed: 2 hrs in the afternoon for trial test
thu: 2 hrs in the afternoon for trial test
fri : 1 hr of test.
sat: shopping with mae!
sun: i have no idea!
monday(12): early morning. airport!

so you can see, i only have tue to think everything, and think i could meet milton in between... i guess i have to push again. gosh. it sucks man!

okay, this is official! if you call me, you would have to miss call me once then i will know. 'cause i think my stupid phone wasnt working well and the stupid ring tone is so damn soft! i know! its the max on my phone. and its still soft like a soft.

gosh... oh well...

oh oh, cancer got me a hot, lime green mp3 player! its complex man. there is no screen just those you put to your ears and all. thats it. hahaha. i am trying to figure out too. oh anyway, i think den had one too. got to check with him.


PS: squirrel and a new mp3 player

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

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