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i promise i will update more on friday, and more and more! i promise.

i promise so many things

so i shall do them now

PS:squirrel and friday and sunday! :D

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okay its almost a week that i am back. but i am just too lazy to blog! haha anyway i changed my name to adeline aka addie. maybe changing again soon. the reason why, its because someone went to google my name and can find my blog! soon also changing my facebook name! i dont really want anyone to know where is my blog or facebook. i want to be ungoogleable. is that even a word?

anyway its a long story. maybe next time i would. plus, i am not that seeking attention anyway! seriously, do you have to shout my name right across the streets? you think i am deaf or blind? i can see you. i smiled at you, what more do you want? oh god!

anyway i am off to meet jami before school. soon soon, anyway good news! i am going to zurich in march, during my holiday! thats a maybe going!

german lesson 101.
i need tuition,big time!

PS: squirrel said, leave the hell out of me alone!

gLee! i know. how awesome man! haha i totally love the show! i cant tell u how much i love it! and vampires diaries! glee just rocks! i love all the songs!

and yes i pack my luggage! haha anyway i am so tired and the noise of the weddings! 3 of them are killing me! i need sleep! or i can that pill on glee! haha i am just joking!

going back to where i used to work, but this time i am not working. its just awesome! i need sleep and love sleep!

oh oh...

why i dont have glee club in school?

PS: squirrel with gLee on the head! :)

okay` i havent pack my luggage! and i slept for less than 5 hours from yesterday to today! and i am totally stuck on vampires! should i bring books to shanghai? its only 5 days, thats what mae said. anyway i brought a new purple converse...

freaking awesome! i know. totally worth it. though i got 2nd thoughts after buying it. okay i think i am going to pack now!

WHAT ARE YOU?

i love the vampire! haha

PS: squirrel and sleepless night!

so today is the real test day and i passed! how awesome!

and also meet jami for lunch and movie! oh i enjoyed myself today! anyway i think i need to go pack my luggage now! till then

PS: squirrel caught (500) days with summer.

read that:

I HATE YOU!

back to square one. geez thanks. this got to go down the record for not fighting for 2 years and four months! no we are back to square one.

PS: squirrel is pissed

trial one completed! how awesome! i mean its seriously so great. the rest of the room was like all adults! felt so weird! i cant wait to get over and done with. i will have my trial 2 and then test! and i can really enjoy my life packing my luggage now!

dinner with ziying was push to a later time. and i have no idea who is she planning to have the dinner with. so at least i can read my test before my test.

oh oh the damn trial is like freaking freak. i need to like not have a rebel mind to take the test and i hope i can pass! the first paper i did was fail! and i was like OMG. dead meat. hopefully when i redo the 6 papers again, i can pass! oh well. i need to go off to meet the rest now.

update soon! :)

PS: squirrel and the big red word FAIL for the 1st 2 papers :'(

okay not now. but then take a look at my plan:

Wed: trial test 1, 2 hrs and later dinner with jan, randy, dave and who?
Thu: trial test 2, 2 hrs and later dinner with ziying and who?
Fri: test day for 1 hrs and later meeting with jami
Sat: meeting with mae
Sun: pack luggage and sleep
Mon: airport! haha

lol. i am not going away and not coming back forever! haha ziying wanted to meet me on friday but i already agreed meeting jami. so haha. anyway i hope on sun i will have time to pack. i havent look at my trial test and test and also pack. but again, who cares about packing now. more on the test! yeah. hope i pass and i can show it to cancer! you wait for the good news, brother!

anyway just so you know. i need to look at the book now. okay later, after the tv show. wait. i got show from 9pm to 12am later. okay better read now. or i die!

haha

PS: its a pretty busy week! said squirrel to leo haha

there is something on my mind. i just cant think what was it. 5 of oct. i been thinking for the past few days and i cant think whats so important about it. omg! i am like super dead if its anything important. alright i think i will go watch some telly, maybe they can hint me.

i just went for meeting and i dont feel the heat of going oversea. yes, i got to admit just a bit when i was back home and my dad got my mum's luggage out. mine was too heavy. the empty luggage itself was like 3 to 5 kg. thats like too much. and i cant think what i must bring and all. so i just dump 2 pair of jeans in my mum's, now my, luggage. some what its smaller and lighter. i just hope i can fit all my stuff down. and i have no idea whats will i bring.

seriously what the big idea on 5 of oct. anyone knows? please tag me. thanks. and dont spam my blog when i am gone. i think no one will haha.

seriously? i cant think of anything now.

PS: squirrel and stone

i could be the one leaving today. not alone but with cancer. 'cause he is flying off to zurich today. like now, okay not now. but soon at 1.10am and i will have to see him leave. saying goodbye, really not that easy as you think it is. and even though i know he is going to come home the first week of dec. which i am counting down now.

and i still... anyway. i was at the airport, and i just reached home. his friends are there so we just leave. afterall we had dinner and all with him so... his friends can have him. and i already start to miss him.

gosh. i dont want to cry man. i cant now. i got one whole full week of stuff to do. i have:

monday : meeting for shanghai trip(12 to 16)
wed: 2 hrs in the afternoon for trial test
thu: 2 hrs in the afternoon for trial test
fri : 1 hr of test.
sat: shopping with mae!
sun: i have no idea!
monday(12): early morning. airport!

so you can see, i only have tue to think everything, and think i could meet milton in between... i guess i have to push again. gosh. it sucks man!

okay, this is official! if you call me, you would have to miss call me once then i will know. 'cause i think my stupid phone wasnt working well and the stupid ring tone is so damn soft! i know! its the max on my phone. and its still soft like a soft.

gosh... oh well...

oh oh, cancer got me a hot, lime green mp3 player! its complex man. there is no screen just those you put to your ears and all. thats it. hahaha. i am trying to figure out too. oh anyway, i think den had one too. got to check with him.


PS: squirrel and a new mp3 player

okay, this got to end. its 2.40am and i cant sleep. its not even freaking jet lack! i havent travel oversea yet. its on the 12. and its the 3rd and i am so freaking awake. my brain is crashing and my eyes wont close up! i seriously want to super and double glue my eye's lids!

and no one is online, those that can chat to. most of them are "away" and take forever to reply 'cause they are away. i am so tired of trying to make myself tired! and i am not at all tired!

okay. move along... and i have having a brain malfunction. i just want to sleep! save me!

PS: need sleep, squirrel!