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alrightie! here's my list of things to do before dec!

that i will lose 50 pounds(23kg) by dec the first week. so wish me luck! its a thing i have to do before dec. not going to tell you why for now, but be shocking! cause i know, this 50 is gone, there come my LIFE! haha not telling you whats that. anyway i should had lose that like months ago, but i was too lazy to even move my head. and plus, the terms aint up yet, so who cares and now it is out, here i go! go pray that i am going to lose all of those. i had too, i really have no choice!

relax! i am a big girl. yes i am fat, no seriously i am huge! i am not like those skinny people who constantly saying they are fat. i am seriously fat, overweight fat, huge fat! so yes its healthy to lose weight! and its a term i have to do now to meet ends need!

gosh, you know the 5 days holidays i am going to during oct, i hope the hotel i am staying do have a gym. so i can carry out my plans too. seriously why am i cursing myself to have eating disorder now? damn! but i hope i have them now, till dec! when everything is over!

its not the first day i am on this. its like my erm, about a week now i am on it. i dont really see any effects, maybe i ate the chocolate just now! damn, i know, trying to control! i am like a vampire who is trying not to have human blood, but i cant do that, its beyond my instinct. so i have to learn to control.

guess whats on the terms? i have to sleep early too. drink more water and not to spend too much time on the computer! seriously, i think i spend too less time on my computer. i mean so what i am addicted to watching movies and shows or playing games? i am a teen and teens need that. so i am doing it. but dang, they are going to take my computer away if i dont follow the terms, what shit hole is that?

anyway i have to follow. so now i have to sleep before 12am. which means i just broke one term. now is 12.20am and i have no intention to sleep at all! great! sleeping counts losing weight? whatever??!!?? and i am going to break another rule today(the fact that its 12am) i going to a birthday party, not mine(what a shame). but then i have to have a cake, a small one i think! i will control

so before i got caught now, no no, i am not in some locked up room with all exercising thingy. just my house, the one where i live in. so i still live normally but just that i sign the terms and have to follow it.

i will tell you what terms till dec is here! and after the 50 pounds, say hello to LIFE!

so wish me luck and stay with me! to LIFE i come!!

:)

PS : squirrel is my soul that is eating!