Tuesday, July 21, 2009
in which addie is down with flu
yeah. its been a long time since i last update my blog and i did said i am going to blog after my common tests. well i think it went well thought. got mostly A and B (claps pls) though epc is a unknown but i can say, its a D if there is no changes to it. plus its not the finally marks but hell yeah i am going to better for the final exam for the sem.
grandama went to ICU right after my day 4 paper and i have to mug my epc in the hospital. which nothing gets into my mind. she gave us a scare. the doctor said half of her brain was gone, and her heart wasnt pumping to her other organs and all of us got the damn hard night when the doctor said the next 24 hours is critic. and then i didnt get enough sleep for the next day paper. 1 week he said. 1 week to see her. and i thought at that time she really got that one week and later on friday afternoon. she woke up. her eye open for a while and she just kept on looking at me. some how i felt bad. because my memories with her in only when i was young, in her old house and when she said she dream that i became a doctor and of all the cousins she dream about me. and gave me money to play with my cousins and if they came and take my coins she will scold them and take it back from them and pass to me again. not to forget those small notes she gave me and my brother when we are about to leave her house. so i cried. i mean. i dont like her. but i dont hate her. i just dont want her to die. and later the weekends was camping in the visitor's lounge and when i got back on monday. she can talk but her heart rate was irregular but she can talk. though i had nothing to talk to her. and no one was there. i just kept repeating the same words over and over. now that she is feeling better. i felt better too.
and yes so i havent been updating for a while. i did once said i dont want to be on facebook. but afterall now i am in again. playing the games. just the games and later when i beat all my friends i am going to quit again. or maybe not. till when i am bored with it. which i am starting to feel a bit though haha.
now i am down with flu and slight fever and must be den who gave me that! alright. i need to take my meds and BIATHLON on sat was a awesome! haha i did 400m of swim with after 50m i got leg craps and i was so close to give up but i pull through the whole 400m or the rest of the 350m and aizhen was kind enough to wait for me. haha. i love that day. NX411 t-rexy! haha and den ran pretty fast too! i wasnt got of the shower and he is done with 4km haha! boys will be boys and pepper lunch after that. how awesome! haha
i going to take my meds now. update later. i will be going back to the doctor again.
PS: squirrel wants another BIATHLON
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
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