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yeah. its been a long time since i last update my blog and i did said i am going to blog after my common tests. well i think it went well thought. got mostly A and B (claps pls) though epc is a unknown but i can say, its a D if there is no changes to it. plus its not the finally marks but hell yeah i am going to better for the final exam for the sem.

grandama went to ICU right after my day 4 paper and i have to mug my epc in the hospital. which nothing gets into my mind. she gave us a scare. the doctor said half of her brain was gone, and her heart wasnt pumping to her other organs and all of us got the damn hard night when the doctor said the next 24 hours is critic. and then i didnt get enough sleep for the next day paper. 1 week he said. 1 week to see her. and i thought at that time she really got that one week and later on friday afternoon. she woke up. her eye open for a while and she just kept on looking at me. some how i felt bad. because my memories with her in only when i was young, in her old house and when she said she dream that i became a doctor and of all the cousins she dream about me. and gave me money to play with my cousins and if they came and take my coins she will scold them and take it back from them and pass to me again. not to forget those small notes she gave me and my brother when we are about to leave her house. so i cried. i mean. i dont like her. but i dont hate her. i just dont want her to die. and later the weekends was camping in the visitor's lounge and when i got back on monday. she can talk but her heart rate was irregular but she can talk. though i had nothing to talk to her. and no one was there. i just kept repeating the same words over and over. now that she is feeling better. i felt better too.

and yes so i havent been updating for a while. i did once said i dont want to be on facebook. but afterall now i am in again. playing the games. just the games and later when i beat all my friends i am going to quit again. or maybe not. till when i am bored with it. which i am starting to feel a bit though haha.

now i am down with flu and slight fever and must be den who gave me that! alright. i need to take my meds and BIATHLON on sat was a awesome! haha i did 400m of swim with after 50m i got leg craps and i was so close to give up but i pull through the whole 400m or the rest of the 350m and aizhen was kind enough to wait for me. haha. i love that day. NX411 t-rexy! haha and den ran pretty fast too! i wasnt got of the shower and he is done with 4km haha! boys will be boys and pepper lunch after that. how awesome! haha

i going to take my meds now. update later. i will be going back to the doctor again.

PS: squirrel wants another BIATHLON

pork ribs and twin yolk egg.

got my math paper done today, 4 more to go. which is why i rather blog it than write it.

anyway, mum got the day off and so i got to try the pork ribs for lunch and after that for dinner i wanted to make mirco-egg for side dish and i got a twin yolk egg! awesome! haha so damn lucky. i only always see my mum craking a twin egg but no me. and i did it today. yeah!

i shall blog till here. going to read my chem! ohh...

PS: squirrel and pork ribs!

extra week = being in hell, wait i am already in hell.

had to wake up like super early for some quiz online and my damn internet connection kept getting bad GPS. and its like the whole damn time i am feeling so tired. asking me on the quiz, size of an A4, i went to google, though the answer is in the book which is staring right back at me.

and i am using "love song" as my ring tone(dont even think of going there) and i went to try to start my mum's car. okay, so what if the car owner beside me was getting into the car? she thought i am going to drive it and gave me that look. so i just simply start the car, blow the engine and stare back at her. thats what you get from me when i have less than 5 hours of sleep and google my test. and she stares right back at me. haha. but nothing happen, she just drove off. and in my mind i was planing a war! haha.

oh and on the radio it was playing "love song" and i just took my phone out and just cant figure out why it is playing till my mum came along and told me it was the radio. yup, lack of sleep no coffee equal brain malfunction haha.

and yeah, the whole week of e-crap had finally over and i get to walk away with not doing 2 task, bio and phy. come on, i cant even understand whats on bio. something something with something to get the DNA of protein and something to draw, sounds like drawing red, blue and white on the protein fiber. and i just skip it. oh oh, my crappy speech, its finally done! woo! i am so happy though its like 99% of rubbish and the only real fact is that 1% which is my name. :). hey, i got to take credit from that. its something real and fact in the whole speech.

dont ask me about my feet, its still not healing, the fact when it heal, it will tear, i move too much. its been a week. yup and last week i was blogging about it. haha! and yes i baked cookies for the last day of kidz! sad... but yeah. at least i wont have to see them anymore. haha...

and this is more like a weekly post, i will try to write more i hope. haha & there's no drama and its been officially a month since i last touch it. after the exams, i promise...

and yes, how in the world you get GPA 4.0? and i dont know. things are happening too fast. i just want to slow down, see the world a little more? just stay that way, stay that way. broken strings, just think of that. "i cant tell you something that ain't real"

i just simply love gray unmarried! woohoo. & for the last time <33 is really a song. and i did perms to my hair! and i simply loving it. haha once again, i like to do things to hurt my hair! just hope when the perm is gone, i will get in shock that my hair is long! hahah (:

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happy 4th of july(tomorrow) ppl! i am to lazy to blog about it tomorrow haha

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