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i once posted this


and i always wonder this question, why cant two opposite sex be just purely friend? hmm...


and i was surfing just now and i saw this

Can man and women really be friends?

Can men and women be "just friends," or is sexual attraction between the sexes always inevitable? According to Rabbi Shmuley, men and women can be friends with members of the opposite sex, as long as they follow certain rules. He talks about platonic friendship between the sexes and shares his ground rules for opposite-sex friendships outside of marriage.

If a person isn't married, Rabbi Shmuley says it's perfectly all right to have friends who are members of the opposite sex. Society has moved away from polarizing the sexes, and today, men and women work together, go to school together and should be able to be friends, he says.

Things are different if you are married, Rabbi Shmuley says. It is possible to have an opposite sex friendship, but you cannot compromise certain borders:

1. You can't go out to late night dinners together. You can have lunch together in a public place, but you should not order alcoholic beverages. "The embers of attraction really can grow in situations like that, and suddenly it's not so innocent, it's not just friendship anymore," Rabbi Shmuley says.

2. You can't take long drives or long flights with the other person, even if it's for work. "Even if you have to work with a colleague [of the opposite sex], there are still certain boundaries you need to preserve," he says.

3. You cannot place yourself in any situation where romance can grow. "Romance grows when people are alone; romance grows when people tell secrets," Rabbi Shmuley says.

4. You can't share secrets with a platonic male or female friend that you don't share with your spouse. "Because then you're sharing an exclusivity with a member of the opposite sex that you're not with your partner, and that can lead to a big no-no," he says.

5. You should not be friends with ex-lovers.

taken from: lifestyle msn!

rule 5. haha uh hmm! haha *cough* you know i am talking about you! ;)

note to self: i think we can be just friends!

PS: Squirrel still thinks she cant get away!

was homework-ing just now! haha i know thats not even a word. i finally completed my maths by 4.30pm! and had been playing sims2 till now! which is around 9.30pm. haha and yes, sims 3 is coming out on the 2 of june! and i am not getting! yeah. i think i will be loyal to my sims 2 haha anyway i shall see but chances are not high!

anyway today i woke up like super early wanted to complete my work early so i got up at 8! on the dot. then went to slack around till 10am haha :D yeah i know but hello, i am not some early birdie! haha

so i went to do some of the maths and around 12pm i headed for the pillows and i cant sleep. i wanted to have a nap. so i flip and turn till i got so pissed! haha anyway i went to the kitchen and had a glass of cold water with ices and i saw the clock, it showed 4pm! i was damn shocked. the worst thing is that i saw my mum cutting the meat. i seriously thought she was about to prepare dinner! seriously. i even asked her, she was like, yeah, its for dinner and i asked if the clock was right she never reply. so i thought seriously. i raced to my room, only to reliazed it was 2pm! i was like.... seriously and then she came up and laugh.

thank a lot!

so after that i been doing maths and reading through some test on wed. and thank god! i seriously though i been slacking on the bed for like 4 hours! hahaha

anyway darn darn, my heart been beating like super fast! hmm

note to self: think slow

PS: squirrel said: just because she is beautiful doesnt means she can get away with murder!

hey world! haha

anyway today is today, today is going to end, today is the day i love today. alrightie! haha i got like tons of math yet to complete and also need to do biology report and study chem.. the real practical is coming up and also need to do some seriously project work. and chem tutorial which had to hand in, in softcopy. but, i cant do the sketch. i dont bother also. i wonder how i did for math. haha

life is just like this. and i am missing my ex-classmate, and yes, everyone...i have no idea why. haha read two entire magazine on the way home. the magazine is ELLE and CLEO. and yes i read every single page and word. that you can know how long i take to go home. :( and den wasnt there to company me and i was so freaking bored. and somehow i am sick of listening to my mp3.

blah blah blah was in my head for the last chem lecture, i am so dead. my three science's lecture sort of brought me to another world. the whole darn lesson i was either looking at those around me playing facebook which i mean around me, so the left and right and front and back, or i am chatting on msn. i dont know why it just dont make me want to play facebook but i rather take a back seat and watch them play.

3 hours of drama tomorrow and i done nothing. for the past two weeks of break, i was rushing tons of math and catching up with my sleep or simply doing homework. and the worst part is, i was watching movie during physic and yeah.... so you can see, how slacky i am...

bad addie!

hmmmm.... seriously i really really wonder why.

note to self: take a deep breath and count to ten

PS: squirrel mugging big time!

i am really bored and i dont want to do more math!

math math math and more math! wth

haha

anyway i am blown away with all those crap, all those lies and hello, seriously move on! haha anyway its a bad thing to blog hop now and to see that they twist and turn the facts around the lies. ahr! and i am so bored! i dont want to do more math! i dont want to do more math or science! i dont want

oh, on the bright side of life, i was totally a serious slacker in wed's class. i seriously dont get any any idea what the teacher is talking about the first week then the 2nd then the 3rd, i gave up. so then we got to do this crappy drawing, which is like.... i faint! the computer just simply hates me, when most of the class got postive for z, i got negative for z. then hover around till i got a postive which was a bit too late.

and the worst thing is i totally dont understand. BUT! just but today, i finally did a drawing by myself. on a great start, i bought a lollipop haha and guess what, the 2nd lesson was like crap, 2 on my left were playing chess and the one on my right was talking about blue's clue! yes that kid show, a blue dog with a blue forprint to seek for clues, with this really red handy- something notebook. haha and a thinking chair, get it? nope, no childhood! anyway its like i was laughing all the way thanks to that. anyway and i did the damn progamme all my meself! clap clap. a good day to start my day.

but seriously?

haha and so the class end like an hour early and i wanted to take the damn train home but it was like not open till 28 of may. i was like, seriously? took a cab home and the driver when round the inner road which i was like god, seriously. and i thought i got a great start!

i want to skip lesson! i dont want to freaking wait for like 3 hours for a boring lecture! darn darn

anyway i am back to maths again! god how i wish i still can slack around. dont tell me, its my choice!

note to self: save me

PS: squirrel and those tutorials!

just came back from lunch at some weird Chinese restaurant, foods okay... anyway finally had lunch with cancer and MA with is like, MA really dont know how to enjoy chinese food. haha

anyway i been seriously wasting my weekends. its like i been trying ways and means to stop doing any homework. i just dont want to think about the math test. its on monday which is tomorrow. which that, i cant sit myself to go through and paper. i am just simply lazy! too lazy to do all of it.

i seriously need a break. need to catch the wind and swing around. i just dont feel like doing anything. i am just tired. and i felt that i havent sleep enough!

oh god, its seirously like taking my life away, just pray that i do well for math and at least get 80 and above! okay, well i guess, i shall go back to see all the workings again and get a hang of it.

i need more tutiorals!

note to self: drink more water!

PS: squirrel is getting lazier!

yeah, i been too cracking enough this few day. and i manage to pissed off den today. haha oh yeah, i get it, i got to quit my crap. but seriously i been becoming her. which is like... oh my gosh, what the hell! anyway i will get back to me, i will. just give me a few more days.

there's no drama but i guess i got to sit myself down to do all the paper, after all maths test or whatever it is, is on monday. and i am sorry okay!

bet anyone will even tell me why i am even being me today, this post will some what seems senseless but, i dont know. i really dont. i guess that, it will come and i will be prepare for it. so yeah.

anyway rant rant rant, its all crap.

note to self: find back adeline

PS: squirrel and her lost soul mate.

i am getting shorter! my bag is seriously getting heavier and heavier. :(

oh man i am getting shorter
and my bag had never been so heavy before... wonder what did i put in it.

anyway i am so happy that i change a new blogskin! haha yes! blog skin! haha and i am posting even more now. though some are seriously damn random.

seriously i am starting to hate school. this was what i want. and i did said i will never take back anything. i was offered, offered a chance to move there. follow what i want. and am i taking this seriously? i really dont feel good. i know i should not be fooling around. i lost the strength to move on.

thinking of what i had missed. am i that dumb to reject it? am i?
if not i will be gone by my birthday. but on the bright side, if i am really gone, i wont be meeting this new group of friends. yes, i take my stand! i love this place and i am not moving till after 3 years. after that, i will gladly move. so just give me the strength to move on. the strength to move on.

dude, seriously?

and i always wonder this question, why cant two opposite sex be just purely friend? hmm...

note to self: throw more things out of the bag

PS: squirrel got a message, snd will be change to 4.30, those cant make it, text me!

in which, my cca is called and i am proud to say it. its

HOMESTAY CLUB!

oh yeah!

note to self: pay attention to lecture!

PS: squirrel dont wish to take snd exam!

yeah i know, its about time.

and its about time i get in touch with the world i am living in.

just came back from the movie,"the uninvited". its totally seriously awesome man! haha. yeah, love the writing, love the show! anyway after that, i totally decided to change my blog link. i know there's like no link to it. haha

anyway i cant text anymore. i over spent my limits. and i am like suppose to pay if i over my limits. so yeah, i am broke and i am broke! so dont text or call me, i mean, do text and call me. but i will choose randomly to pick up. haah sorry, bear with me till my next month.

oohhh, chem results is out! hope i can at least get a good marks. and got to thanks mae for teaching me over the nights!(:

checking results. 73/100 i am speechless, both in a good and bad way. i am neither here nor there, felt disappointed. felt so disappointed. its like i never put enough effort in it. damn i felt disappointed, am i too harsh on myself?

note to self: neither here nor there

PS: squirrel is sad!

i cant explain to you how tired i am feeling now.

i dont know if its about school or just because i slept like super late this few days.

i think i am falling sick. like seriously getting all fever up which is like super dangerous at this time. oh man, i need the strength to push on.

got this chem test or exam or whatever they call tomorrow. and i really feel like ditching it. and i dont know if i had finish my math homework. and there is a speech to memorize (thats not even snd!) and also there is snd. it may seems like there is so little, but trust me the time is seriously not on my side this time. where is the time? i miss it when i manage to get everything in the way. and now, i am pledding it to stay!

note to self: see a doctor if this carry on

PS: Squirrel needs the time!

life was fine, which life i am referring to?

that life that i want or the life that i had to follow?

throw that aside... most of my best buddy in now camping! and i cant follow. darn the upcoming functions man! hope they had fun. though lesson finish at 3pm which took an hour to do the chem practical. yeah yeah, i can say dont spot test me. suddenly as me a simple question which i totally stone. come on, i was thinking what to have for dinner man.(and i know i just ate my lunch.) but its a process of life, to full my energy bar and to carry on... so anyway i was stoned.

slack in school till 5. 45pm and the rest went to report to come. though i totally forgot what time to report to school on monday, which is bio practical! and i am going to faint. i never pay any attention to the previous lesson. i was busy trying to connect my macie to the school's network and it just cant.

oh, how many people to let macie connect to Internet?
ans: 7, including me

dont ask. i know. haha

monday, school's going to end at 6pm. so totally hope H1N1 will go away but also hope it get to red alert and there shall be no school! yeah, i know i am contradicting myslef but come on, i really need a holiday!

anyway, as i said before, i will change my blog skin. just not now... i am still trying to figure out how to change it with macie.

note to self: 2 weeks of math homework to finish. chem, bio and phy to read on.

PS: squirrel, the mad mad scientist

the best ever thing happen today. haha damn funny... i shall cut it short..

anyway, after lunch me and 2 other friends went back to class. so it so happen that i really need to use the loo. so the both of them went to the class first. as it was enter by the student card, which i totally think mine was busted. anyway i was locked out, or that was what i thought i was.

so the door was locked and its like the machine which you tap the card was screwed up. so in the end, i totally thought they were putting a prank on me. which was not... haha one of them(which is a boy) tried to open the door and it was freaking lock so in the end as the rest of the class came to class, they saw the class was locked with the 2 of them inside. which so happen to be a guy and a girl. haha damn funny, all jokes and stuff that you, as a teenager can think of. haha

so in the end i was like" i am so lucky i went to the loo" though i must say, i did said "why must i went to the loo" which i totally take it back now. haha

anyway dont ask me to change my blog skin, i am kinda busy with the new school and homework and all sort, so i will find a time to fix it.

meanwhile, just read the current post.

note to self: nothing much to note about.

PS: squirrel and the jumpy bean.

my new mac! woo lala.. haha though i can say i still cant get use to it.

all got to thanks cancer! got me this from London! damn cool man! its different key but its still damn cool.. haha and also i think its time for me to get a new blog skin! haha damn happy now. and got to do my homework man.

hope the swine flu will go away.. though when it level red, there wont be school! haha

till then(:

note to self: love this and love cancer!

PS: squirrel playing with macie!