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I am going to give my resignation tomorrow.

HAPPY APRIL FOOL!!! and thats not a joke!

26 march 2009, i got my perm pass. 9 april 2009, i handling back. or thats the day of my last day of work.

what de f! i finally began to get to know A and V more closely. and its the end of fate! A going to resign and so am i. afterall they guide me along the flow and now that they are gone, neither am i going to stay. the fact that, they might not want anyone who got connect with MA to stay behind and bringing back the olds. so i would be the first to go but... thats not that. i learn from A and V so much that i have sort of upgraded my skills and i know so much! so so so much. and i have to thank them!

boy, they are like my teacher! i dont know why. but i think i will go teary like that day when the farewell for all of us in school. god! i am so in a comfort zone!

there is so many thing on my mind to process! thats the end of my official first job.

i havent got the story of this mess straight and i dont bother asking. do you really believe that? come on! i am going to ask cancer on friday when i meet him.

i can say i am so proud of myself!! i took in so much this few days that the past are lies and the truth is... i dont bother to say. after all all that doesnt change anything. i actually kinda figure it out by accident and the tv in my brain shows the story. and i told mae about it. which i was deeply hoping that it wasnt true. but then, when i heard the truth, i wasnt in much shock. i am just glad that i put things into place now. fix the puzzle. and it doesnt change what we are having now.

anyway. my mind is blank. nothing to figure. i drop A's card into some hole and it took 4 guys, a cellphone light, a bunch of tape and a meter ruler(those to measure the length of super huge objects.) to tape it out. glad its out.

now i got to say goodbye to the lovely working environment and take a step back on my dreams. cant see the plane fly anymore. cant felt the soaring heights. cant be there. cant said i was there.
i am saying goodbye to there! i am gonna miss it. so much.. so so so so much!

i am going to take what i learn form A and V and take it to good use. thanks!(: anyway i think i will really thank them when the day come! or end?!?

note to self: stand up for yourself and put up a fight.

PS: squirrel :" this ain't the end."