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survived!

first week of school! though school lesson in school was like "what the hell?!?" but i manage to pull through. the only thing is i need to use more of my past memories to depend on it.

lucky aisah is in the same school as me. though different class or course but we still get to meet up with each other to catch up on old times!

i am super broke now! need to think twice before i use my money.

note to self: blog later!

PS: squirrel need to sleep! haha

hey blog..

anyway i know i havent been updating after the last post on my job update. finally hand in the dddaamn card to them. ASShole man. ask so many stupid question and i havent get my 2 day pay!! yes 2 day pay!

anyway, been to orientation and it was awesome, also i think we are the most happening class compare to the other class. anyway so many tiny details, i dont think i have to update.... haha i rather tell anyone who ask me than blog it. afterall, some memories are best to be share through words... plus making friends not my age, i think i will get a hang of it soon. going home from school take an hour! damn tiring but lucky den is there to company me for half of the distance.

meeting all ex-classmate for lunch on monday! hope can make it. the timetable all different! darn! school starting on monday! sad! i cant get to enjoy life! i cant image myself having to study during the normal school holiday!

guess what after 5 years i took my braces off! woo lala. off the braces gain the thin metal behind my lower set of teeth. anyway today i felt super awesome! went to this place to eat. suppose to meet sofia but she cant make it. so the rest of us went to eat. free lunch from dancing pole! thanks! its super cheap man. 3 of us, less than 25 bucks!

haha! anyway i am going to chew tons of stuff now!

tata.. this was suppose to be a quick and short update... oh i where's the short

also happy birthday to you! thanks for brightening my day!

note to self: need a bag

PS: squirrel enjoying nut!

in nothing zone. had no idea what to place the title as.

i just finished reading for one more day. got the book for a week plus and finally set aside all the things to read it. complete within a day! nothing to be proud of, haha i once finished a book within 2 hours! yeah yeah,throw aside, addie.

i will be handing over my pass on 8 april 2.30pm. have you even see a person send a resignation letter by email? meet me and i dont even bother to type it, had A to type it for me. still not feeling to type their names down. let cancer read it once and send by email to 2 person. and later some women named rachael called to meet her and return the pass to her. what the hell. ask them to do the pass, they take forever to approve it and now to return within an hour they book a date! going to waste my afternoon with them in HR! crap i had plans already man. though my plans is to slack around in pjs, but its still plans!

anyway i did not find a new blogskin, dont ask me why. i just simply love this one.

'sigh'... i will never understand a guy's thought. i mean i will never understand his thought. 'sigh'

note to self: find the meaning of understand.

PS: squirrel not in the mood of nutting.

i am sick
i want to throw up
throw up everything
i am spinning

been going around looking for a new blog skin but somehow i just prefer this.

is this the break i been asking for?

note to self: learn to let go.

PS: squirrel and mind.

I am going to give my resignation tomorrow.

HAPPY APRIL FOOL!!! and thats not a joke!

26 march 2009, i got my perm pass. 9 april 2009, i handling back. or thats the day of my last day of work.

what de f! i finally began to get to know A and V more closely. and its the end of fate! A going to resign and so am i. afterall they guide me along the flow and now that they are gone, neither am i going to stay. the fact that, they might not want anyone who got connect with MA to stay behind and bringing back the olds. so i would be the first to go but... thats not that. i learn from A and V so much that i have sort of upgraded my skills and i know so much! so so so much. and i have to thank them!

boy, they are like my teacher! i dont know why. but i think i will go teary like that day when the farewell for all of us in school. god! i am so in a comfort zone!

there is so many thing on my mind to process! thats the end of my official first job.

i havent got the story of this mess straight and i dont bother asking. do you really believe that? come on! i am going to ask cancer on friday when i meet him.

i can say i am so proud of myself!! i took in so much this few days that the past are lies and the truth is... i dont bother to say. after all all that doesnt change anything. i actually kinda figure it out by accident and the tv in my brain shows the story. and i told mae about it. which i was deeply hoping that it wasnt true. but then, when i heard the truth, i wasnt in much shock. i am just glad that i put things into place now. fix the puzzle. and it doesnt change what we are having now.

anyway. my mind is blank. nothing to figure. i drop A's card into some hole and it took 4 guys, a cellphone light, a bunch of tape and a meter ruler(those to measure the length of super huge objects.) to tape it out. glad its out.

now i got to say goodbye to the lovely working environment and take a step back on my dreams. cant see the plane fly anymore. cant felt the soaring heights. cant be there. cant said i was there.
i am saying goodbye to there! i am gonna miss it. so much.. so so so so much!

i am going to take what i learn form A and V and take it to good use. thanks!(: anyway i think i will really thank them when the day come! or end?!?

note to self: stand up for yourself and put up a fight.

PS: squirrel :" this ain't the end."