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I DONT DO PRIM AND PROPER!(not at home!)

Stop asking me why i behave so "BOYISH" at home while outside with those people i behave a totally 180 change.

a)this is my home. i put my legs on my table when i read. i shout at the top of my lungs, i stomp around, i let go! why? because its my house.

b)THIS IS MY HOME!!!

three ladies, the older, noble ladies who think that a girl should be train to be like a lady at the age as young as 3. the way she sits, the way she talks. they have to be prim and proper. the way they present themselves to the world, the talk around the table, the smile with the hand in front of their mouth, those bite-sized food. the powdered nose, the shaved legs, etc.

those are the rules to present yourselves to the world(aka: when you are outside)

they didnt include how you should behave at home. my behaviour scored and A when i am with them. that is because i am with them! i put on a coloured face to show them(which is totally not me).

when i am at home, i tear that coloured face, bearing the naked side of me.

the leo side of me.

the time to let the lion out. she roars, she behaves liony. she takes a piece of chicken, poke it in a fork and eat from there. there is no such thing as bite-sized at home. the loud music, those crazy songs. its her own world. to that three ladies, it is taboo!

she scored an F:

to her, its no biggy.

to those three ladies, it will cost their lives.

she got lectured. now she has to put on the coloured mask and act.

there is a saying, life is a show. she can relates. there is no part where you can be yourself. those extra weights, those taboo behaviour at home. those closeness with her parents, the night life, the shouting, the roaring and the freedom. its been deleted, deleted from the hard disk. she got a back up. she is still she.

she collects thousands of mask to put them. but that one mask she kept close to her is her naked mask.

i dont want to go back. i dont want to attend the lesson. to be a girl, the way a girl should be. those are for rich and bored person. i have a life. i dont have to sleep at 9.30pm to please you. i sleep at 3am to please me. i like those loud music. i love to roar, to let lose. bite me!

i dont do prim and proper at home. i am a girl, living in the world. not any dutchess! leave me alone.

who are you three to rule me?

note to self: change name.

PS: squirrel is throwing nuts at them.