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i am 2nd guessing again. when i told myself that this aint happening!

i am 2nd guessing. we seem floating away. and the only time is that i made everything to happen. whats the point of having something to join us up, when we dont use it? i am 2nd guessing aint i? yes i am.

anyway. finally! we went out. though it aint the 4 of us. but come on its at least a OUT! haha anyway went to town. been hunting for a bag and a belt. caught a movie which now i am can totally relate to someone now. which made me 2nd guess myself. its like we are moving further. excuses of no time... need to rush... like cancer said, its all excuses.

anyway! i think i shall change my blog skin. i get it, its super old! but i cant find one that catches my eye. anyway i went town today and all memories... all memories! too good that it turn bad.

damn my friend, please tell me whats the right way.

note to self: dont 2nd guess

PS: squirrel is thinking about 3rd guessing!

lots of notes to take. its even worst than being in school!

anyway the super duper note to self: learn to smile.

hello i do smile! its just that i dont want to have wrinkle on my face. i am aging! aging fast man.

here's a thing i learn. you can get fired like the very next day when today you took a medical leave! thats shocking! just so you know. i am not the one. haha plus a super good news! i am finally getting my pass. the one with the photo and not a visitor! i get to keep my job even after i am in school. how cool is that? huh.. huh.. oh wait, it aint. i got to study and work at the same time. super sad!

today lunch was awesome. jan cooked and renren and dare came along too! woolala.. what a day...(fyi jan, save the salt!)

anyway so JS soon became our lunch personnel! haha but that guy is the one whom kept asking me to smile more. like i dont... he said i look dead! hello, whats my nickname at work? zombie! go figure, pal!

haha... met M while changing my pass. i stood there for 30 mins! what crap! but well, as soon as my account is set, i wont get to stood there anymore. think of that... think of that...

i want to go on a holiday! well i want to go on a holiday! cancer going for training on friday and will be back on monday. and i hope he gets things for me. rumor has it that M wont be popping by on friday and monday. pls dont tell me they both went for training...

everyone is away! dancing pole wont be in for 4 weeks and we got another teacher to coach us. oh man. i hope no more impromptu talk! i cant talk it! damn shit... MYY cant believe i wrote that script! have some faith man... but seriously she thought it was the original play. its my skit! mine! i wrote it.. all by myself. and dont give me that look!

anyway the picnic had been postpone again! when will this end! i hope dinner on friday wont! now waiting for that mr to rsvp.. and all will be set. though i have to reach home before my curfew! what! rules are meant to be broke.. i broke my curfew a few more than enough times to bring down the numbers.. oh all well...

alan rickman...cant wait for snowcake to screen.(on telly) anyway did i mention that gray unmarried rocks too? haha the list is getting longer and longer man. haha so felt a tummy cramp after laughing away a few episode! and thats what a tummy crap felt. boy, aint it great!

oh yes, i got a text from Mr late. all the Mr are late. so we will be able to have friday dinner! hell yeah.

battery low.

note to self: charge battery.

PS: squirrel and lerriuqs

oh my my. at this rate i will burst!

eating pizza for lunch and dinner for the past few days! hahaha damn why is the pizza so freaking nice?

anyway today is freaky black friday! haha anyway, guess what, while i was having my break, i happened to watch knight rider. And let me tell you. its freaking damn nice man. cool show. so happen so that they were showing the first episode! damn cool.

now now, i will update later. i am catching the new few now!

PS: squirrel loves those car

Yes meeting! i know. met Vamp on the way to work. poor thing, he had to camp there till midnight. haha!

blink blink! god. i worked for 2 hours again! and its totally not worth it. i think i will find another job. after all only 2 hours and the whole day is screwed up. i dont earn. i dont! and its suck!

anyway i am so tired. my face is becoming more and more dry! working in the cube is sucking my body water! ahr.... its totally not worth, i told you!

anyway...

my dream of becoming a pilots is crashed.

Let me tell you a story:

Once upon a time, there is a girl who wishes to fly. She wants to learn to fly, but the only way she can do it is only by taking the plane. So, she told herself that one day she will learn to fly the plane. After flying from places to places, she soon forget the feeling on being on the plane. Thus, her crave for learning to fly soon worn off. This winter, she got a job. A job that she had to spend time in the airport. The crave for learning to fly slowly crawls back into her heart and because of her job, she met pilots daily. After winter, came spring. She realizes that all this time she had not met any female pilot. After doing some research, she found out that there were very low percentage of them. She became depressed. But that wasn't the whole main reason she became depressed. She found out that all of them have perfect eye sight, which is her weakness. She had a really high degree and the chances of being a pilot is pretty slim. That girl is me.


PS: squirrel and the flying squirrel

heck! the guest is none other than... M!

gosh.. anyway i supposed to have picnic on sunday and because of SOMEBODY i have to postpone it to next week. so in the end i had dinner at home and the guest was there... gosh...

so plus plus glad to know i didnt pull any strings to get the job and also i get in by my own credit. felt super proud! and the thing is A voted for me... i always thought she kinda hate me... opps. and i got the highest! haha plus, i dont even know i went through! haha

anyway i hate working only for a few hours and i mean 2 to 3 hours! thats it. and i come home, super nothing to do... haiz! and i had no life! no life!!!

i got this dream. oh and i wonder is dream in black and white? hmm! anyway its like i dreamt that everything was black on white. even butterfly! okay thanks to cancer, i got this dream about butterfly and man! i dreamt that i was a butterfly dreaming that i was a man as in human being, homo sapient...

right. i cant really remember all the details but its seems like that.

anyway, i got this meeting at 3pm on Tuesday. which is why i felt so free now. after all i will get to work at 3pm and have the meeting and hopefully do nothing and... home sweet home!

now i miss school, you never know whats going to happen! pop quiz and all load of scolding...work is all plan and plain. do this than that... i think i am dumb to finish all the work within 3 hours. its like the slowest i had done!


oh man. i must well get some sleep to watch mae's dvd! i havent even start on any season! and i had it for close to a year or so, or i think i had... hmm

or even brush up the works on my hand! and this is pretty dumb too. i got lost in the toilet when i was at work. haha in the toilet! i cant find the door out. -.-"

PS: squirrel likes to thank everyone who supported me!

this is a problem!

i have to make this so clear now! dont spread rumors about anything related to me. and pass on facts that i said so.

and also dont create "facts" by thinking that the answer is true when i dont answer.
dont push it. i want a life in my cube.

politics! gosh. he said, she said.

finally finished whats on my hand. now i am off the hook. for now.

things to do other than cursing... is more cursing. try to understand me. i am young and i hold post, so i am being bad mouth? what the hell! plus my post aint any big post! so shut up man. i dont pull strings, even if i do, its none of your business!

stupid stupid. i felt used. taking info from me and adding more on it.

suddenly my music player was blasting. heck! i need a life!

PS: squirrel needs reply, people!