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anyway i expected the marks. do the maths. i dont have any mood to study for majors! all i can think during that period of time was what stupid idea rule that i have to follow. why do i have to go. why do i have to go!

so anyway its official i have to go no matter what. now its to think once or twice about the plan i am making. should i even bother to study. seriously after those words, i totally have no mood to study. none. and there goes my bad results for the whole year. and it just prove that my parents dont even bother about it. after all i all those doesnt matter. they dont even look at it. so even when my teachers started asking, i smile and said i never bother to study. which is the truth. oh yeah. so majors results like crap they just started asking me to go over and study! noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~ not now. and whats so nice about there? you tell me? what is it that cancer love it there so much? nothing! nothing! i love here! i plan to die here! i dont want to go over! shut up! i will live here on my own. all of you can go over there. so so so so? i carry the passport of this country! i carry my citzenship of here! i am here! i am home, i belong here. do you know how badly people want to be the citzenship of here and i have to be a second citzenship of there? no... i love here! neither am i giving up my citzenship here!. u cant make me! so what? so what? so what, i am the boss of me.

anyway. heck. after all i rather start thinking again. its here or there. its the place i grew up or the place i see my future? its the place where its a new world or this zone! right....

and i am making my decision tonight. or i will take another dip? should i waste my time? should i have a back up? darn! darn darn darn. dip within 1 year or another dip within 3 years? when 2 years i can start taking degree? god? i never plan to live till this age! i am serious!

after all the rest was expected but not english! shit man. what went wrong in english?

PS: squirrel, even the worst is getting over me.