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i had no idea why i missed you so badly though we just left each other a couple of hours ago.

i had no idea why i need you so badly though we dont see each other much.

i had no idea why i am crying now though i never felt so sad on every single trip you went away.

i had no idea why! i had no idea why! i had i had no no i had no idea i

thanks and sorry... i had no idea what to tell you now that i know you will be going away

we just started to bond.
we just started to become close.
we just started to not to fight.
we just started to love each other.
we just started to care for one and another.
we just started to learn to think for each other.

and now you had to leave? right now?

i dont know why i never want this day to happen. knowing that you will be somewhere far away 12 hours away from me though email will come in handy now.

i tried to be strong but i am sorry i cant. i know its not like you are going and never return. i know that you will be back but i miss you already! and you had not leave yet. all those things you had done for me and how am i going to pay you back now? i finally feel so darn useless without you there.

this is not another mood swing! this is also not about all those sad and slow song. this is me not able to show you the other side of me. this is me not letting you know how i really feel. this is me not able to tell you that i miss you. this is me not telling you this damn thing. this is me trying to get over it. this is me not able to sleep. this is is me loving you.

this is me. me is this.

how am i going to get on now? i had no idea why i need you that badly! we should not bond! we should just fight and thrash each other and i would not feel so sad now! its all you fault!!!!!!!

what i want for X'mas? for you to stay with me! but i lied! for you to be far away from me.

why do you had to be so nice to me? why why why? this had made me need you more and more. go away go away. i never want to grow up! stop saying the baby grew up. why? now this sucks. i hate you! you made me cry. you made me cry. you made me cry! go away go away! i hate you!

the first song i write will be about how i hate you.

one year will be quick! i will see you in a years time. and i will join you then. so now lets just have this long distance miss and yearn for more to come.

thanks. i thought i grew up but i am crying like a baby.

PS : leo loves cancer. thanks.