Sunday, November 30, 2008
in which addie is so sorry woddie!
song:Photograph
artist: Nickelback
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me...
*********************************
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me...
look woddie i am so sorry all those i had done. i dont mean it. all those stuff we done! i am sorry!
i have no idea why i chose this song but its so touching. i want to start writing a song now. i will turn this into a real life... anyway i am so sorry now..
PS: squirrel is so so sorry too
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
5:41:00 PM
in which addie and her strawberry!
strawberry rocks! to the max baby!
mum got it all the way from Korean! strawberry from Korean and i ate like freaking so many. its so sweet and the colour is so red! oh man its so nice and there is like 4 boxes and so far i ate like 2 boxes all by myself! and there is one more left! haha
anyway its so sweet man! i love them i totally love strawberry can! anyway i am going to have that for lunch in my ice cube. not from Korean but some other places though. haha
off i go to indulge in the finally box!
PS: squirrel wishing for strawberry nuts~
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
3:43:00 PM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
in which addie wonders "Is it Rude to Recline Your Seat on the Plane?"
Is it Rude to Recline Your Seat on the Plane? i think it is totally! i mean if you dont want anyone to do that to you, dont do it to others. haha i saw this on msn so i was thinking i shall blog something about it. anyway its damn funny. you dont want to the person behind you to kick you but you dont mind kicking the person in front of you when the seat in front is recline! feel for others. as there is a saying go or i think it is. treat someone as you want others to treat you. something like that... haha
and i am like super pissed! thanks man i pre wrote DO NOT MACHINE WASH! and someone just went ahead to do that. now my shirt is freaking screwed. its the same but it just dont feel the same. it said wash with cold water if using machine wash! wth! ahr!!!!!!!! you know how much that freaking shirt costs me?!?
what done cant be undone!
PS: squirrel and marine scene!
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
7:03:00 PM
Friday, November 28, 2008
in which addie is deline!
anyway its been 2 days since i last updated the blog.
so lets see what happen. anyway we had 2 huge (and i mean small) birthday party. so darren said he is getting older and pushing aging so i got this like 20 small presents and ren too 17 small small small gifts haah. anyway its like super long and ren will update and upload those pictures in his blog so go get them there, though he said he will send to us... which is never!
okay so so anyway today is friday right. anyway saw shaan and husi at HR today. i finally get my...stuff anyway they both looking for a job there something to do with sales or so... anyway we had dinner at T again! for me its like again to the max...
so drama mama in the morning and i must say M is super gay please! had lunch with M and cancer at some chinese place and M started nagging about anything under the sun and so darn petty like a woman! plus plus M and cancer having PMS during lunch! me and M on a bet! hell yeah i am going to win him man... i will! i will and i will! hell yeah! its nice to be someone related to M! haha! well cancer i want a newjacket before you fly!
okay so much drama in the the cafe today! haiz. life getting to suck in the cube man. haha i am getting bored by the day. and i want my pass back man! anyway i got a shoe today so a) i wont get frozen ice cube toes and b) dont want V to kill me or so. though she did not come today but still...
so so so so so so its sat in like 3 hours time! i am going to sleep till 5pm! and do nothing! haha
anyway cancer leaving on wed!
PS: squirrel and her nut week!
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
9:25:00 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
in which addie and oh so well
what does M means when he says oh well?
okay so its like this. i came back in between break and M asked me how am i. da, i will sure say my eyes hurt like hell but in a nicer way so i said its tiring. M went tiring like in a sense its impossible. i did said my eyes hurt though but he was so sceptical about it... whatever its like facing the computer straight!
darn him... you should look at his expression man! and R never said anything. i mean R at first did say i can take small breaks to rest my eye but now R just kept quiet. anyway V did mention take small breaks but with M there, impossible! i just went to the loo and when i am back he asked am i okay.. its like, natural call?!?
anyway M will be flying off tomorrow so who cares? i can do whatever i want plus R dont bother...
thanks like a zillions times to chris today! haha we had lunch today! the food here is like freaking expensive and what the hell, i am getting more and more like M and R! gosh they both are like machine of bad words. full of bloody for M and shit for R haha (epp! better dont read my blog!) :o i dont want to get in trouble!!! i could had gotten discount but i dont have my pass or i would not be having one and the price went up and up. staying in the company to eat, its getting so so messy..
and thats why they say adult world is messy and bloody. been there done that and not going back into. OH COME ON i am just a teen! please i might be doing what adults does but i am still a teen! so cut me some slag people!
anyway i need to really get a new pair of shoes. change another pair of shoes today and its still hurting my feet. as i said thanks to chris! he bought another pair of slippers today so i get to lunch around in it. even though its his slipper and its kinda big... and i thought i had big feet! randy should had come today after all he was the one texting all the rubbish in the first place. plus plus mel delayed her flight. had not idea why. but the good news is, no matter what time the flight is i am able to send her off now! but not anything from 12am to 6am!
maybe Darren(s) will have a birthday party tomorrow! prepare to send 3 different birthday wishes to three Darren(s)! haha miss D.Lim! he is so darn funny. he texts me asking me where i was "hiding" and i said (place) so he said he was also there. and he wanted to have lunch together. so in the end i as at place C waiting for him where he was at place B waiting for me. and we both went to each other places to wait for each other. oh so well huh. and i went back to place C did telling him to "ice" himself there. in the end both of us spent like 30 mins moving from place to place so heck, i had my own lunch and so did he. the fact that he brought a set as he thought that i had asked him to get one for me. renren was mad cos he supposed to meet D.Lim to meet me for dinner. haha and in the end only me and D.lim had dinner and renren was waiting like a little kid at place B all the way until i told him that i saw his sister! hhahah
so so... this ho-li-day is more like a holy-day in a sense of R and M? hahahahahhaha
PS: squirrel with her tiffany & co!
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
8:20:00 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
in which addie and her ice cube day 1or 2?
is it day one or 2? count as 2... anyway went to ice cube again! freaking cold and i like run to warm myself in the loo countless of times! and R said its normal and i will get used to it. haiz. anyway M was so cheerfull today. i havent got my card/pass but anyway i it does not matter also. i will just chill out at da cube!
plus plus i am also not walking around. i need another pair of shoes and the leg is pretty pain now the fact that i spent most of the time sitting in the cube. and also now i need to bring my own lunch... its freaking darn expensive! V doesnot even show up till like 3pm and she was the one who told me to be there at 8.30am! wth!!!
anyway i think i will wear another pair of shoes or my feet will hate me! also my eyes too. facing the computer the whole day! i think i will rest my eye here and there just in case. i had 4 eyes and i dont want another 2 more! also i dont know why i am so darn afraid that i will go blind, the fact that i am already blind!!!! haha
so this is fun, typing and seeing all random names and also knowing where they are from. haha plus this is P&C(there are like 3 meanings to that)
i cant type more. got to let my eyes rest. its hurting me now.
PS: squirrel walking sideways...
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
9:10:00 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
in which addie and her ice cube
i am so so bored after majors... if anyone is going to the (cant say where, if you want to know, text me), drop by and find me. i will be in the "ice-cube"! haha anyway i cant say anything more! sorry! :(
anyway. forget forget!
so there i am and mellissa went back home. miss her! and also miss everyone. being MIA on friday. sorry! plus i do want to go but i cant so... anyway i will soon hate typing now. even this seems sucky for now. haha plus there is a different! both spending time on the computer but one is playing or doing what you like but the other is no really what you like. i must say people, have a good handwritting please! not trying to imply anyone but please when you are asked to fill in something, fill it with joy and nice handwritting. or read-able handwritting!
haiz. anyway yup! in 3 hours i moved from 'love it' to 'this suck' to 'this is so fun' to 'this is freaking cold' to 'why am i doing this' to 'need to pee' to 'this is so freaking not fun' to 'can we dont walk anymore?' to 'damn tired' to ' oh man... what the heck is her name' to 'this is a cube' to 'hi,computer' to 'i miss lappie' to ' home time' haha
and now to 'i need to take a break and watch some tv'
PS: squirrel and her winter wonderland...
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
11:34:00 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
in which addie went for dinner with a twist
dinner with a twist!
haha went dinner with mae. super last minute thingy and we talked like all stuff. god i miss her and also if you need anything i will be there for you!(: anyway she's my best friend, my younger august sister. don't you dare hurt her in any way!
went for dinner and like we got this drink that is like full of fruits and the drink smelt like some alcoholic drink. but its not and mae like super don't dare to touch it! haha and i had to drink the whole jar! and i mean jar of it. okay not the whole jar but almost all of it! anyway its so cool now that we get to get together! so i tried not to get into the ball after dinner! gosh! plus i got another like 2 shirts! haha also i badly need a wallet!! hope i will be able to get one before i lost any money or card!
plus cancer is my soon-to-be-boss! you'll not the boss of me now! some part of the song i heard on Malcolm in the middle. i had no idea why i remove my nail polish on my nails just now. haha no idea. guess i will have to put that on friday, let my nails rest for a while hhahah(: i love the fact that going out with mae i will pick clothes that are so-your-type-kinda clothes. which is grey with lots of complicated patterns or words or anything.
and now i suddenly miss snd. the fact the OP means so much to us in those days. 4-ways talk over the night! the bus ride the 7-11 all those stuff. and now it became some bad bad bad bad bad bad bad....
i just found out that, that song was boss of me. haha i love that song!
PS: squirrel is going to protect woddie
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
12:00:00 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
in which addie is back from a tiny trip down...
tiny trip down where? down memory lane! haha so sorry. i damn lazy to reply people messages these few days. i cleared like 10 recycled bags of papers and all stuff. good to recycle! anyway i am so tired like this few days. i slept for like 9 hours straight and i am still tired!
wonder around with mellissa on monday to get more clothes. anyway i got the shoe today. i wanted to get the shoe but i half-heartily said no but i really want it yesterday night so... anyway i think i shall look for a job. since all of my friends are going job hunting...
haaha I pray that everything will be alright, woodie(:
anyway this place is so freaky noise! lucky i am in a good mood today. haha plus plus i so hoping that cancer can help me find a job... more money = more stuff! haha materialize girl! and i need money badly. why? i am saving for a car! brand new car! not 2nd car! this will take like
3 years before i can get one. with my current saving... hmmm haha
haha anyway *hmm pissed me off today again! i mean hello i do got feelings also can! i mean like you know me well enough to judge me! or to even say, don't call me i wont go. i hell go. and even if we meet on the street, i don't know you too. so don't Hi me!
felt like the angel of death now! anyway i will work on it okay! HAHA
PS: squirrel wants to teach chipmunks to sing. any chipmunks interested?
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
2:38:00 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
in which addie love this week
apart from major, the rest of the week rock! anyway i am like so freaking happy that cancer took out so many time and money to company and pay for my dress and all stuff on me, he spent like 600 bucks over. darn... i need to like repay him lots. plus i am so going to miss him. he will be gone for one whole year. and i will miss him in all the important dates. even though the both of us are like dog and cat since young but now it seems like that all those fighting had turned into something that i wont trade for. he dotes me no matter what.(: love you!
anyway i am so glad that my dress look perfect even though i going to be damn busy this two weeks but, hey. i am going MIA again after next week. haha not telling you where i will be going but hey, make a guess. maybe you will be awarded a gold star! haha...
anyway so sorry man. i know i am a busy girl trying to make time to build back my lost time on relationship. anyway words hurt! so think before you say anything even when you are pissed, just think before saying it out.
oh my gosh. i had like one meal today and i am so freaking full! gosh i know i had a problem with balance diet. (clue: that's where i will be going). its so funny the majors are over but i felt stress till. haha weird huh.
yeah next week i am going to broke!
mon: going out with mellissa and maybe i will look for randy. thats a maybe.
tue: going out with aisah and dental app.
wed: lunch date with i don't know who coming. and later sending cheri off...
thu: going to chat on msn wit kevis! (cant wait)
fri: sending mellissa off...
sat: a date with all my story books!
sun: going MIA
haha my slacker plan! haha for now as at 13 nov'08
that's for now.
haha well my pimple till there. hope aunty maggie will do a good job on my hair!
plus plus leo thanking cancer once again! tata
PS: squirrel in her little black dress
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
5:51:00 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
in which addie and her best damn thing
my best damn darn thing happen today! after went like a shop trip with
aisah and met some "creep" waiting for me outside my house. did i said it was raining?
haha
anyway we went for high tea in the end and talk about all stuff that made me think that i belong to someone!
haha someone(S) more than one. just in case... anyway i am so happy that i found myself again.
dont say i spend to much time mixing around with others, you move away when your needs came along.
dont you hate the whole high school drama mama? i mean like some kids party. when you meet someone for like 10 secs, you two became best friends? and now let me tell me something more about surface friend. lots of them. those that you see in a party but totally hate to talk to just smile and walk away kind? plenty. want to know some?
anyway so no point pissing me off at me back. does not work. i belong to some "other world" dears.
mean it
just so you know that creep was randy. though we wanted to plan to visit
kevis by
X'mas but i
dont think i am able to save up for that trip. plenty to spend this month.
haha and also i am like getting a new hair cut for the like the 3rd time in this year?
and when you say call me to hang out, did you ever answer the call? or even bother to look at me and tell me anything?
dots... anyway i miss
amandaz,
mae and everyone in
snd! yes including you too!
haha(: need to get my pen back though.
hhaha
plus plus more update about this best damn thing, check out my next post. if i am in the mood.
PS: squirrel got a new book!
you took away my smile...
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
11:53:00 PM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
in which addie had a sparking clean floor and table
okay, its not that i have a damn messy or unclean table. its just messy, not in order and yup! anyway so i woke up like at 8.30am. okay, so i saw a damn spider at the window near to my desk. which means that the place is dirty so i started clearing up. which i
normally do is like pack and clean my table but i clear the table, the space below the table and the place beside the table. for those who been to my home. you will know. i throw my books everywhere. so yup.
anyway i think i got
OCD some certain days only. which is today. damn tired now. darn. i going to sleep now!
hahaPS: squirrel is dead beat.
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
4:03:00 PM
Saturday, November 8, 2008
in which addie had like only one last paper
cant wait for 11 nov'08 i just cant wait when the clock strike 9am! haha i am free so free then. i am not that free but free from this majors crap! anyway i spent like an full hour just staring at the new neighbour moving into the house. it was like damn creeping for them. this is what i did:
i stand and stare. in black, both top and bottom. hair down. listening to music and just stare in a creepy way.
here are my reason:
a) its like 8 am in the morning and i slept at 2am last night.
2) i just want to creep them out.
too bad they don't have any kids or it will be damn fun! hell fun. they seriously think i am like damn darn weird! haha
anyway i read some of my past post and i had been typing braces as bracelet! oh my gosh! haha anyway i am like so darn tired of all the stuff in the world now. the fact that cancer moving means one day i will have to. the fact that i had to grow up. the fact that i mange to creep the new neighbour. oh did i mention i blast like seriously loud music at them too. the fact that i had been trying to save up for god-knows-what-item-i-might-be-eyeing-on-next. the fact that i had not been having proper meals. the fact that next year is like the damn last year of snd. the fact that i am insane at this moment. the fact that i am afraid of my shadow when i was 3! oh yeah. i just knew that yesterday night when i was playing with my shadow. and my mum told me that when i was 3 i was afraid of my own shadow. i asked her "there's someone following me" and i think i was so afraid or so. anyway. the fact that i had no idea what to type next.
oh what the hell, i am so so so so... anyway i got me a brand new top and dress! i still got time to shop during majors! haha
right........
PS: squirrel is sleeping.
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
10:01:00 PM
Saturday, November 1, 2008
in which addie had halloween
HAPPY HALLOWEEN. my favourite day of the year, apart from my birthday, Xmas and ....
anyway i love love love love Halloween! TRICK OR TREATS! haha
after the exam, which 3 more papers! took a train with yi ning. thanks for the company to like the end of the train line to meet woodie. i took like 3 different train within an hour! which is like.... anyway so we went to some place where there is no food but shopping and stores. to shop. as in like there isn't any place that we want to eat in so in the, took the train. to snd to get the damn results. which i must say, hello thanks for.... anyway. cant think of anything now. got this damn damn headache. so this is what stabb said about me:
An imaginative and talent student who was not able to do her work justice because her language skills not yet clear enough.
in another word, she cant hear me from those metals in my mouth!
play one (invisible friends) she loves it. but she cant hear me.... as in like so super clear kind....
play two (bra sizes) Imaginative and personally connected performance. also, she loves it but she cant hear me clear.
poem( dummy) an affecting poem which was delivered both connection and engagement. also she cant hear me well and clear.
prose(pride & prejudice) An engaged and emotionally connected piece of storytelling. Very good change of mood and characterisation. Vocally much clearer. erm, i wonder if she deaf. MYY said like a zillions times before the exam that she cant hear all my As and Os and Ts in this pieces and she repeated telling me that stabb might stop me in the middle but, just but, stabb loves it. i mean HUH!
SERIOUSLY? YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING! she likes it? what??? anyway i like that piece. i like that movie. i love my character. and i love the marks for this piece haha
Speech(TOA) cant read her handwriting.
So she thinks i am imaginative and talented student whom is not able to hit the spot because i happen to have metal in my mouth? ( aka, bracelets)? you as a actress should know better that its not my fault. that's why there is a language call the metal language... darn. but its over though. haha
anyway snd moved to so so poshy place. i totally love it man. SO MUCH DRAMA and the light box, perfect. the sign superb everything rock! its like we can hang out there like forever and time flies like nuts.
so i went for sushi again! before heading to the pet store which made the day sad that the fact that i cant get the GARA FISH. its damn cool man. but too bad. the stupid pump its the problem.
plus, i am like having a freaky headache now. not enough sleep and spent the whole day standing and my shoulders are like dead.
I AM AN IMAGINATIVE AND TALENT KID WHO CANT SPEAK CLEARLY... geez thanks..
PS: squirrel loves the new snd so so very much.
again,
HAPPY HALLOWEEN. TRICKS OR TREATS.too bad i cant go for the party....
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
12:19:00 AM