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I'm imperfect yet I'm Lovin' It
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
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I am reflecting about life.
what i had done.
this past few life.
all had been.
wasted.

if life started with a blank book waiting for you to fill them in. my book will be full of colours and memories of all the happy times which most of them never last. and all the stupid times where i could have make my life better but i chose not to. my book will be the editor's pick on how stupid the writer had been. i shall open a brand new chapter to allow nothing but gladness in it. happiness shall still be the theme but than still, i will allow sadness to be a part of it. starting it with a whole new. i shall not and will not let history repeat itself. those that are meaningful to me shall still be meaningful and all the bad habits shall now be remove from within.

i am force to change the outer self and so must my inner self change. i have to learn how to say "count me out" rather than " yeah! see you then!" to most of my fellow friends. time shall be my next new best friend (not forgetting the "timeless" sister) and take me in baby steps to reach my goals.

my holidays (this crazy yet fun holidays) shall be the last chapter of the old me. and a new to remind me that i can achieve it if by doing right. the 1,2,4,6 of the week had been to best i even had but still it all had to be KIV for the moment. i have to learn to love life and not bitching about it. even bitching can be real fun but still i have to learn how to embrace the good and not forgetting the bad. to love it before it is too late.

hmmm...

who will prosecute my life? that will be me the prosecutor. to defence and attack myself. i am mine worst nightmare. my worst enemy. you might think it is too late for me to reborn myself but let me tell you. its not too late. it will be late when you are there in the box where when you use it, you wont know it.

the person who sell it wont need it yet.
the person who bought it wont need it yet.
the person who use it don't know it.
go figure!

that my friend, is too late!

i shall rest now. i will need all the energy i need to reborn myself again. bear with me my pal, i will be pissed at times to times but after all i don't mean it.

60 cents of joy has ended. but joy, do you worth that much only?

PS: let me tell you... joy is priceless! the person you spend with determine it all!