Thursday, June 12, 2008
in which addie had a day at the pool
tanned! so tanned! haha
As people around me fall in love, get lost in love. i sit there with a cup of hot chocolate in hand seeing the world passes by with couples madly in love. its like watching a movie where you sit there with popcorn and watching two impossible person falling madly in love. while you think it is so not going to happen in real life.
i wonder if life is plan as the way it should be. from birth till death. every step you take is repeat in a way or two. your life is muchly plan as you grow in life. i wonder.
i felt old. very old. when i see this little kid playing at the pool. i ask myself. when i was her age, did i do that? first while mae challenge me to slide down the kiddie slide, she followed us. than she stood there not talking but closely she followed us. everywhere we go. and finally we talked to her. and asked her her name. and we started enjoying ourself like little kids.
will i ever loose my friend if she ever get married? some say yes. but i am not sure. i am not sure about so many things. she said that she got that feeling as i was with him. but i was with him as a very good pal. someone whom i like to hang out. she had feelings for him. do i have the feelings for him? i am not so sure. and i dont think i will ever have those feelings for him as he ever will have any for me. (looking in doubt) NAH~~~~
so life is plan. plan to get work done asap. but i cant start myself. when i want to start myself, it will be the due date of every project.
i love being in weddings! when you get to see two person facing each other saying a pact.(in love, to be with each other) what about the part where things never turn out? also two person facing each other saying a pact ( to get rid of each other)? do human only want to see things they want?
PS: i need to find a plan for (she) to get a place to go on a date. so this is the plan for the maid of honor!
♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.
10:50:00 PM
