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Sunday, April 6, 2008
in which addie is sick

i fell ill on friday night. what a day to feel sick...

and now i am still sick. my fever is on and off. and is like if i stop taking the pills. i will have fever. i dont want to go the doctor and all sort. after all he will say there is no fever.

there is so much things to talk about sat but i dont seem like i want to write it down. i have no idea why it seems like i am giving up hope on everything. is like there is no meaning to anything any more.

i might not go to school on monday but i hope i wont have to. i dont like studying for the sick of it. i want to study for something i like. my passion. if only i know my other passion.

drama is the only escape.

paprika. or what ever the show is... if only i can see my own dream. and why would i want to see it. it will be full of nightmares. maybe a serious creepy doll will sit there and causing me to fall off the building and seeing a human blowing up pieces.

i am totally speechless at point to point now. i only hope someone will bring back the "needness" to me. exam is so so soon and i am balancing on something that will never bring me anywhere. the rain is stopping me from moving forward, is pulling me back.

i never want to end up at this state but there is no answer to everything i want to know. the magic ball cant give the answer.

the little things i do myself. everything inside me changing. i might be the next "red dragon".

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

3:42:00 PM