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i dont know what to say for my whole performance for the term or week. it been the worst term i ever had. i dont know why but i am sick of school. sick of everything. i dont care if he going to fail me for english or what so ever. all i could think of is rebulidling my needs. i know that my language is a pill of shit. i dont know what else better to do without them by my side. i am trying to move on. i cant breath anymore. there is no one to save me. i need help in all ways. just who will be able to understand me?

fortune cookies! thanks to amandaz i am crazy about it.

took the sec ones out for LJ. the class which is so must worst than when i was in sec one! three words for them "OH MY GOSH!" our group is like 7 to 2. 7 sec ones to wilfred and i. oh man i was dead when reach school. ziying saw my face and she was like " you look so exhausted" yup i am! so glad is over. haha

ahr!! my water bottle! damn! shopping for new water bottle! haiz......... this is bad! it is. on the way to bus stop with aisah, we went pass this pet store. they sell frogs!! haha was looking for tadpole. but sadly they dont carry this animal. sad! and the thing is we saw this little creature that shape like a tadpole! but they do have froglet! but is so small. my frog food is much bigger that it. sad! i miss my froggy!!!

to shaan: i will still write about it. over and over and over again.

is about him again, shaan!!
i totally cant stand him! all he did is hand us worksheet that he cope from the net. maybe i should give him the credit of copping it from the net! and all he goes is talk talk talk talk and talk and talk for the whole lesson all i did was to learn how to sleep with my eyes open.what i want for lesson is him having something useful. but he dont! and all he did is comparing his past classes with us. and the thing is he is de-graded. think about it! from a good higher grade school to my school! hmm. do the maths!

the 100th post

nothing biggy just counting

i totally forgot that there is lit today and i told bei bei and kevis that i will watch JUNO with them. haiz. guess i cant anymore. they said on tue but i got some LJ thingy that i would be working out. haha i guess.. i think.

*ting* crap i burnt my food. ahr!!!!

haha. but in lit i think i did not very well while saying the poem. a bit upset about it.... but i think is nice.

got my comments back! and guess what they write

"a beautiful girl with a big smile"
"sweet girl and i mean the sweet" by janice
(i told her i will be writing some on my blog and she wants me to write its by her!! so thick skin! haha)
"cheerful but a bit too high at times"
"a girl full of laughter"

those are a few and guess what the teacher said."it make me thinks that she is insane"
wow thanks. haiz.

is not that i dont understand a math is that i dont have mood for a math.
1st test- forget about the test
2nd test- green green died.
tell me! whether do i have the mood to do the test
yeah you may think that i should study no matter what. but... i dont think with the lost of my pet i can. i think miss him till now. gosh we are so close.

now i understand a math by a bit and i am a bit not into maths now. i dont know why and dont ask me.

oh and he stills think there cant be a way for eye contact with reading. let me wonder how many times must i write it. i simply just dislike him!

yeah went for some musical with my schools mate than went to meet amandaz..

guess what the musical rocks. so proud to be a drama students :D haha...

meet amandaz for dinner at sushi than went to take neos. gosh i am a bit sick of it. the problem is we dont meet up all the time so we had to take non-stop this time. and now my eyes a bit blur.. haha and i think the shop earn a lot of money from us. haha

shall cut short all the story. i am tired. but today rocks. haha..

so aisah said they were talking photos and when i ask, no one tells me. wow thanks. as i said SND friends are much more better. even if we hate each other. we bond together. is a bit funny because they don't understand the meaning of people in life. and i treat them as my friend. not the friend i have. there is no way i am taking off the branded sunglasses to see the world

so i am going to skip SND on sat... sad!!! haiz.............

so during PE
(i cant really recall all the conversation)
shaan: you really don't hate him ahr? all your post you wrote about him
me: yup. i hate him! he is always picking on me... all the time
shaan and ziying: laugh

yup i still HATE him. hahaha.. so.. he is just some guy with a big ego. and so i actually made him lost his face yesterday in the avt by making noise.... implying that he cant control his own class... the truth is he cant! so forget about it.. don't make such a big fuss out of it.

and oh oh. for all the SND people how you pronounce "of" and "thrill"? guess what he taught the class.... and one more thing. he thinks there ain't a way to read with eye contact... what a joke!

yeah. went shopping with aisah today at tm. duh.. haha and got two little black dress books and a toy frog and my handbag. with i think i will be carrying on sat to the show. talking about the show. i have no idea what to wear... meaning shoes... i got this pair of whites but is big... and during cny is like so loose. haha so i think i got the wrong size or what... but the sad truth is that i got different sizes of feet... sad... but i guess there is still a day for me to look for it.

damn him... hate him... shit him... ahr.. why is he always freaking picking on me!!!! what the hack did i do wrong man. damn.... *good air in.... bad air out* crap him. is like what why me. haiz.... hate him forever...

toy frog looks so much like green green. and i shall name him after green green.((: love him so much and i miss him. he is not just a frog. he means more to me. more than ever. i love you :))

paper frog. the new frog of my life...

mum said i can get two more frogs to cure me sadness but i am so afraid that i would forget green green and greenest. haiz sad...

paper frog.. haha
anyway so i love frog!! haha and ducks too.. damn sad without them..

mae thinking of buying sea monkey.. but i cant hold it in my hands.
ziying said get seahorse. but is so small
kevis said get sea snails... gross.... but is slow
bei bei said buy hamster...but it will bite

damn... now what...

haha guess what. my teacher said something about frog in the well or something and everyone infront of me turn around to look at me. haha... yeah i am the froggy babe... that's what mabel said. haha :))

An empty tank...
It sits there with only 8 stones

i miss you green green
miss you so bad
i am so sorry green green

i wont forget you
you never fails to bring a smile on my face

how am i going to live my life without you?
first is greenest
which i felt there is still you to company me
but now is your turn to join greenest
and i am all alone
bleeding inside
suffering

the day you slipped away
was the day i found it wont be the same

i miss you green green

it been three days since you left me
but now and than i called out your name wanting to talk to you
its never going to the same

i felt something missing,
i never had to feed you anyway
i never get to see you again
i never get to see the way you eat
i never get to see you swim
i never get to play with you anymore
never again

the memories of us will forever be in my heart
i still have this feeling that you are in the tank.
waiting for me to play with you
which it will never ever happen

i miss you
miss you so bad
i am empty

i try to re-called what you would do on my hand. the last touch on my hand i will never forget. when i look up into the sky on the way home. i saw the cloud with shape like the image of you and greenest holding hands. the grass is truly greener on the other side.

you are going somewhere better, we shall meet again one day.

l love you green green... i love you greenest... thanks for the memeories.

eng oral. haha just the drilll... and than the teacher said how to use eye contact when reading?? huh?!? gosh dont he knows there is such thing? and is a must to do too? dumb. i just hate him forever and ever. haha. no eye contact. gosh go and brush up man...

anyways... haha i had not been blogging for a long time and its kinda dead. no idea what to put or anything. but is chinese new year this period.. just so you know. this year is a year different from what it seems to be... shall not talk about it.

had amaths today with i totally had no idea what the teacher is talking about. still had hangover i guess and well he gave us this pack of stuff which he said brought back from his army camp or whatever you call that and show us. well is sweet and sweet~~ but i had no idea they dont use bowl to drink from. maybe they do but anyway. is nice. even the packet is green too. haha

well i have two test tml.. shall start mugging.... :)

whats with the colour red?
i wonder...