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" wo ha wo ha wo ha" *sound of my cell rang on sat afternoon.

yup. my sis is back in town haha. finally. so she said we will going out on sun early in the morning. to shop for all kind of stuff. and she bought me chco. hahah.. Cadbury Dairy Milk! super happy. she worried that i cant eat the choco. cos Cadbury has the highest milk content you can find. but whatever i shall complete it within 60 days. or maybe lesser.

so on msn we plan to meet at 10am.

Sunday morning

"zippppppipipppp" my alarm rang

9am... text her morning and she replied. which is a surprise. haha perfect she's up. than at 9 plus i text her is she leaving the house she said very soon. than i went to "lock" myself in the bathroom and completely forgot about the time. but anyway at 9.50am she called my cell than text me but i never went to touch my cell. so she called my house. and gosh seriously!! she reached. oh my gosh i am so dead. i am LATE!! the case should be her which is late now is me.. damn haha....

so we met and went to had brunch. and guess what there wasn't anyone at the restaurant. is like we completely book the whole place. haha like some super star or some super rich person. so i tried ordering mae style of steak. medium well-done. well i think medium well-done and medium rare is almost the same? or maybe it wasn't but so anyway i had it and she had pasta... (again) haha so it took us like hours to sit in the restaurant till some family pop up the place. and soon after it was pack.

and we left...

shop around for stuff and got a new PINK slippers. yup it is pink!!!!! AHHHH!!!! but is nice. haha anyway mae got a pink slippers too. too bad i cant find my shoe size for her kind of slippers so i had to buy the other pair. and i am loving it. well... who ask i got a giant feet?

and we walked.

and i saw my 3rd aunt. well guess she ended Church. so she was there eating. after spending a few mins in the library looking through books that both of us had totally no idea why we are reading it, we moved.

and so plan to go for bowling and we walked to downtown east. which there isn't any bowling place. so we went back to safra for 3 round of bowling. and we forgot to bring socks. so we had to buy the super pain sock for a buck and played bowling.

than we thought of amandaz. but her hp was not on. so we picture the bright orange bowling ball. and that guy... yeah that guy........ haha so there was a strike. haha i strike it. haha

anyway so mae wanted to had archery. we had two hours of it. and well now my hands are aching. but anyway we wanted to move out to the mall but it was pouring. so we went to had cheesecake well hoping someone would fetch us home. but nope. so we took a bus down and there go our goodbye.

till next sat. we will meet again... :D

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time to pack my mood for the school reopens... time to mug again. goodbye 2007 hello 2008

Artist : Westlife
Song : Something Right
From : Back Home

Never thought that I’d so inspired
Never thought that I’d find the higher truth
I believed that love was overrated
‘Till the moment I found you
Now baby I know I don’t deserve
The love you give me
But now I understand that
If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it’s all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing
Doing something right
It’s because of you I feel so lifted
I’ve been looking at my life from higher ground
Never thought I’d be so elated
You’re the one that turned it all around
Now baby, I didn’t know myself
Until you changed me
And made me understand that
If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it’s all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing
Doing something right Oohhh
And baby I know I don’t deserve the love you give me
But I don’t really care, cause
If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it’s all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
Doing something right (Doing something right)
Doing something right
Yeah yeah
Something right
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
Must be doing something right
Yeah yeah
Something right

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got this Cd from my christmas present. and i totally love this song. :))

:'(

i am sick of everything. this month is seriously bad and worst. must be my sis went oversea and suppose to be back by 27 but is changing her plan to return on the 29. and all i could do i now listen to my other friend bad mouth about so person whom i never knew. SAVE ME!

i told rin that i will hang out with her someday but i totally forgotten. and now school reopening soon and i dont think the both of us had the time to hang out anymore. sorry!! :(

so Mr. richie had his whole place book for his party and the chrismas party. and his idea plan for a simple party aint anything simple. but his party was cool and fun and well thanks to him now i got lots more people to text! more friends more expends. haha

anyway i am so looking forward to the next opening of SND... wandering what the teacher might me. and i read the newspaper one day that SnD need teachers!?! yup i wonder too. please new year exam would be easier! and please i dont wish to see emu again!!!

and also i told jasmine i would go T3 with her one day. which that one day is never going to happen. sorry sorry!! :'(

Artist: Carrie Underwood
Song: Ever Ever After
From: the movie Enchanted

Ever ever after
Storybook endings
Fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we wanna believe they still do
And a secret it taught
It's out favorite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too
Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away
Start a new fashion
Wear your heart on your sleeves
Sometimes you reach what's realist by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you
Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart believe in ever after
No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted
You just might break through
So ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after
Ever ever after
I've been dreaming of a true love's first kiss
Oh woo woo oh
Oh, Oh for ever ever after

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-i hope not much mistake.
man this song take my breathe away! haha i always love Carrie Underwood. and this song is rank top under her in my list. enjoy!!! oh the video of the song, i posted it at the side. right under "her love". haha

she stepped into the library to find some books to spend the week with her. as she walk down the black hallway the fond imagine of her friends seem to take their role. their laughter cover the music she was listening to. the road in front of her started to blur out. she took a deep breath and said softly. wish they were here.



she left her bags in the 20cents locker the same locker where she and her friend would place their bags. while the bag fit nicely into the locker she remember how they would try to stuff all three bags into the locker and try not to be the one to hold the keys. now she had the whole locker to herself, she now holds the key. the key which means more than the opening to the locker.



she went to the second floor. headed towards the metal box where they once used to sit around and talk and laugh till the lady in green would shut them up. she cant have that now, all she could have is the books where she never had to fight over with....

after mae gone.......... for the holidays. the days seem to be kinda bored.

but than there is MIT homework. i thought by skipping it would means that i dont have to do the homework. but no~~ their till homework to do. and while i went shopping with kevis and jane on tue. the laughter i had so many things to buy but than due to that sunglasses i cant. man it sucks!!

went shopping for them while me is with the word window. MIT in progress while i am here sitting at the computer typing. so there the most funny thing happen on tue.

we went for sushi and than jane wanted the cooked fish. but ended up she got raw fish. haha but anyway it a jap place. which is most famous for raw fish. duh! and despite kevis telling her is raw she headed for it and we had to wait for her while she fight the battle with the tummy and the "alive" fish. haha

and the worst thing. i saw a group of 4 girls hanging around the bus stop and all in black. like the time the four of us went on the theme park .and i miss those days. while the we seem to grew apart. way far from the time where we shared the sit together. making jokes at the library. so many thing to talk about and why does this have to end all now?

mae flying off soon AGAIN and well we went to catch a movie before it is too late to catch it went she returns. and well Alvin and the chipmunks totally rocks. haha totally love it. love it. haha so cute and cute!!! got to go and catch it people.

so i meet her yesterday where the opening of the show. 13 dec 2007 and for the first time i dont have to wake her up. haha well, i reached that place for like 1 hour plus early. meet at 11am i reach at 10am so i went home. and meet her again.

well we went to get the mini rubik's cube and it called Mr. 13. haha duh, it had it first re-mess on that day, and poor mae's cube. it kept getting mutilated. anyway so we had brunch at pizza hut, and i had not appetite at all, but i till order the pasta thingy and with soup and drinks and it cost kinda okay for such a fancy place. well before that mae wanted to had pasta but the only place we could think of it pastamania with we dont think the mall had it. so we headed to pizza hut. but than who knows the shop is at level 4. haha

while we were supposed to eat the meal, but we had cube for it instead. and well mae got her pasta first while mine is like serious slow. anyway she is done with her food and i am not. i had no appetite to eat at all. it took me an hour to finished it with an extra order of ice lemon tea.

and we met mae's junior whom was dinning with her friends and one of them i am 100 and 10 percent sure is Joel's sister. well it should be. i can't be wrong can i? anyway we ain't the only table have the cube joining us for meal. the table of 8 guys had a cube passing around the table all the time. so it ain't just us.

so after a battle for me to eat my meal. so i had to get new hair rubber bans but instead i went to get my colourful clips. than mae went to show me the polaroid sunglasses. well its like super cool and super expensive. had to save up 150 dollars for it. the both of us are saving it. hopefully can get it by this year end or next year before the chinese new year.

so only one shop had them which is from the brand polaroid. anyway a got my new pair of ear ring and i am so loving it now. okay so got it from perlini's silver and well so does mae's ear ring too. and i had like a hard time putting it on.

so during movie we met the junior again and till cant figure out what movie they watching. but anyway we had ice-cream for movie and the thing is the movie totally rocks. " i got baby fat u know!" haha love Theodore. "i want a hulahoop~~" haha well the chipmunks's names we named after the executives of liberty records. haha i want to get the soundtracks!!! they are so chipmunks, haha.. well i will get it one day. haha maybe not now. i had to save for the polaroid glasses!!!

so after the movie we had ice-cream again at Haagen Dazs and well so hoping that we won the contest. well not going to tell u what name we name it. cos it contents copyright haha. and oh one of my primary school friend works there. well it like i totally dont know her. not dont know. dont recognize her!! we were in the same class before. opps. talking about tha i had not text her yet. haha

so i got my left side of the ear ring fix but the right mae said there is no hole at the back. ahr... that like really true. so anyway we went to shop around again to the beauty shop where we are so temping to get the lip gloss. but. we got to save!!

haiz. man man man. than we spent like amount of time in the toilet. well it was like posh can the toilet, erm u must be wondering what so posh the toilet can be. well is posh and huge and there is even make up station. haha. like super never see before that kind....

and we went around to look for my badminton rubber grip thingy. well we cant find it. they sold both in one pack but i only need one so well and had to save. so in the end i can't find. and we look for clothes. and saw the formal wear. with thinking maybe next year SND can wear. haha

so anyway we went to mac. to had cheese cake. haha we seem to eat a lot that day. well than we share the cheesecake and mae's cutting skill ain't that good haha. and know what. the sudden feeling of not eating acts up again. what crap!! so anyway we can't stay there for a long time. cos mae till got a movie to catch with her family.

so we till went to look for the sunglasses but than they had limited desgin and so we went around looking for ramdom stuff and the both of us saw the lime green dress and well i dont wear dress, even if i do. i dont think it will look good on me. so mae had it on. and well i did not see the result but than she likes it and so did i but till we did not buy it. but we pace around the shop for a long time. and she need it for next year around oct. and so maybe we will get something by that time of the year. and guess what we pace until we forgot the time. haha. and mae had to run to the train. and the thing is. we talked on the phone saying the time is like soon to be 9pm and than it already 9.04 pm and she isn't there yet! well i am so not going to take down my ear rings anymore. it takes me a long time to stuck it in. haha :) oh well...

i love yesterday so much that i had to save now. tata

so today erm yesterday? 11 dec 2007 amandaz, mae and i went to east coast park. the aim to help me get back on my wheels again. okay we wanted to go for roller blading. or thats the whole plans about that day. cos i had not been roller blading for years and i think i forget how to. haha which is so right. i forget it. anyway so we reach eact coast interchange to wait for mae. oh oh before that i called her to ask is it super far to walk from her place to east coast park which is somewhat my school to east coast park, she said not really, a bit only, like 1.6KM? aiya is lesser than 2.4, should can make it.

so we walked, and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked till we reach the underpass to cross over, and i almost killed a toad. haha i didn't see the toad there and was so close to stepping on it. well it got it revenge by scaring me which almost led to a deadly case. well not that bad but well it jumps (DUH) and towards me and i step back, which point of postion, on the stairs. and almost fell but my bag fell first and i didn't haha. so well anyway the underpass was half flooded with water, guess due to the rain.

reached east coast park. happy like seriously happy. thanks to mae again. we had to walk all the way to the other end for rental shop. okay and this guy said was had to walk about 35 mins or so on foot. so we went to take a break on the beach and do all sort of photo taking and blah anyway we try to take a photo where all of us is seen in the sky but than well the most we can get is only one of us jumping. haha anyway so we walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked. till a bus stop and miss the bus. and than some idea of hitchhiking.

but again we walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked till a drinks stall. and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked.

till we reached the rental shop for my roller blading, and i totally forgot how to skate. haha well i thought it would me the same as ice skating. which some at some point it is and but it doesn't help cos i fall on my but 5 times. haha well it sucks anyway my leg was not in the correct postion and than the shoes are kinda too small cos is like tight or so. anyway the aim to skate till macs and back but macs is super far. well with me and my two left foot, i dont think i can make it there, so we didn't. anyway i got to thanks and sorry mae like a zillion times. well i fell and went get up i almost pull her pants down. than the other time is broke the phone thingy i gave her. and she help me get back on my wheels again and oh all the time i did not see what in front of me, well holding on to her back and skate. haha well there is this unlce saw me skate than he said some noise which is the sound of falling and not long after that i fell. idoit haha

anyway we went to macs on foot. which of cos we walked again. but the sky view is super nice and we did sky jumping which all of us were in the air but amandaz blocked mae, haha well anyway i was not block so who cares haha. so i taught mae to do skipping stones. which she didn't done it before. haha anyway it was bad, my highest was 3 times, haiz...anyway there is this unlce who we totally dont know who he is just talk to us like some kinda unlce. erm i mean close unlce. twice. what crap .

anyway yeah we went bowling. haha love that so we had in lane 26 for 3 games than lane 17 for 3 games also. well me and mae are the gutter ball person so we think we will sucks like crap anyway we did okay. so game 1 to 3. my score was not that bad, not that much gutter. got strike and there is this once the pins did not came down and than amandaz gutter is the strike and my turn there is only one pin. which i had it down and got a strike too. haha anway the gutter ghost is in town. so at game 4 i totally had to energy almost all the time is gutter. well maybe cos i did not eat for almost the whole day. only got the egg sandwhich and the day before i had only roti prata for the whole day too. well there is this guy, he is super good, all strike. wonder why he comes for what. so game 4 to 5 is my worst of all. can see almost all gutter. than game 6 my energy is back. well after i had the cup noddles, i felt, THE ENERGY IS BACK. BYE BYE GUTTER HELLO GAME AND STRIKE~~

anyway i walked 3 out of 4 of east coast park. and now there is not cramps or anything. haha but i got butt cramps. haha

so today should have some lit project to do at the library but than what happen? people cant make it. and the problem is i skip a lesson for the project and now is this? anyway this sucks.

so i seem to make a really wrong choice today. man!!!! ahr and now they want to change again. and like is all the timing i seriously can't make it.

crap crap. but than so i was there early and i flip to the a book. "changing stage" and than there was "the pink room" as the tittle. and oh my gosh is like the time i used for SND. this is Adeline reporting from (pause) the pink room. anyway so than i read on and i think i went ot he next page. where there wrote. carousel. but not the pieces i used for SND is a play and haha.... but somewhat i think is something to do with each other.

man i miss SND. haha so much. well hopefully next year would be the teacher that would be fun. and oh man. is like GOLD for next year. had to do really well now....

anyway i would like to apologize to mae. yeah. sorry sis! wonder what happen? well yesterday. we should had the chance to play badminton (again) and than well she never wake up on time and is like 3pm and the weather is perfect. so i called her than she is coming. which at that time was on the phone. than later i see the time which is going to 4pm and plus, every time she come to my place to play, she always had to go back herself and is like super late that kind. and that timing that she go home is like kinda freaky. not forgetting she had to walk the creepy road back to her house. is kinda unfair to her. so i sms to tell her not to come. than later, i explaining to her the reason i ask her not to come, well anyway, so she told her dad that she not coming and going for a jog with him. and later i kinda want her to come. and well, she didn't. so she ask what am i going to do? just out of no where i told her. i will either take a walk in the park or would just sit at home and rot. and well i think i kinda offend her or something. anyway... guess i having a bad day yesterday. damn. what wrong with me?

and i also had to apologize to jane and kevis. for not going out with them today. haha what to do? the lit thingy anyway is not done too ahrr!!! plus plus kevis i will always owe you something. that what he said on msn.

the sun is out again (kevis) says : why!!! that time you cant go because you going NZ than i going AUS when you are back. so we cant make it. now got time you say cant again!
addie says: sorry bud, cant make it! got lit project.. sorry?!?
the sun is out again says: fine! this time you owe me!

wonder what i owe him anyway!!!

the sunday afternoon is spoilt!

so i still went to have badminton yesterday and it was like serious work out.

haha.

anyway so i had this pain in the ass feet. anyway it was like a sudden pain, anyway i also don't know what happen to it too. but anyway it was raining the whole day and so we hope that the rain would stop. and it did. lucky! so we played a while, for an hour or so. till the boys beside our court, playing football disappear due to the rain. than mae asked:"is it raining?" me :"dont know." and we went on playing. it was raining but some how none of the rain drop had fallen on me. so i had totally no idea that it was raining. i only knew when i went to pick up the racket when the floor is wet than i found out that it was raining. haha super slow right! i know!! anyway, so we went over to sit and rest around the deck to wait for the rain to stop. and mae got this idea to cook something at my house.

anyway we didn't, but we ended up eating ice-cream balls. out of the bloom i felt like eating fish & chips. not those cafe kind. but dont know why i wanted to have the food court kind. haha. make no sense but she had the same thoughts too. seriously we can read each other mind. but anyway we had it and well as you know. how a barbarian person would eat their meal? picture that with mae's head on it. haha erm. slightly better than a barbarian person.

so... i am not a cat lover. not that i dont like cats is that i am not that fond of it like i am towards dogs and frogs. so mae went over to pet this black cat. as in the whole body is like pitch dark, erm black. kinda nice, as i leave my sit and went over to look at it. that cat just went ran away like i am some kind of evil green wet monster or something. -.-"" anyway so the other cat came along and mae went to pet it again. anyway so the cat went under my chair and i totally freak out. dont know why but as i said. i am not a cat lover!!!!

so this is the first time i think apple juice taste like wine! i had no idea till mae mention.

oh oh this is seriously funny. so walk past the indoor court to the outdoor court. cos i think you had to book the indoor court. and those guys who were playing inside the court was looking at us. like they used our court or so. but anyway. the place was locked at first so. we cant get in anyway. but since there is someone there. mae wanted to join them. but just what if our skills isn't that good as compare to theirs? haha but we didn't. and i think i got too much gas water that day and kept thinking wanting to fart. but cant make it till. so as we relaxing on the court and suddenly. i fart. haha. oh and than mae said this :" i fart no sound." i said:"got only smell right?" haha oh and than i saw my school teacher at the block where we had our badminton and i was like. "oh my gosh!!!" cos i was wearing the school PE pants and hopefully he cant spot it. haha anyway, i taught mae the basic ballet moves and she taught me some of the "woo~~ haa" moves haha. and she got a serious problem! haha. she cant balance! and oh she got all high with ballet yesterday. hopefully she can get over it.

i wanted to write all this in my diary. but my finger cant make it. haha well the centre part, the skin came off. i think the racket got some problem but anyway mae said she will asked her friend to get me the rubber thingy. so haha. bright orange or violet is the colour i wanted okay!! haha .

so we had too much work out yesterday. and today i have only half a body to work. haha. anyway there is nothing much to do today. erm perharps dental? and TV? haha well i hope by tonight the pain will fly away. and ready for tml badminton again. haha

oh crap! i till got miss ying ying R&J dvd with me. haha

mae: ballet, fencing!! oh your dad at my primary school waiting for you!! hey hey you know how hard it is a not?

i totally hate it. i mean we had plans to go out today and to play badminton or to slack around in mae's house but now?

my feet is having issues. big one. i cant walk like from my room to the toilet or what ever. not as in i had to do the morning wash or whatever. just that i had to hop the way in and out and it suck.

so we should be playing badminton now or in mae's house watching either heroes or tom and jerry or even playing the guitar but now? damn this sucks.

so i hate today!!! like seriously!

i am so tired like seriously tired and i dont know.

maybe i slept like serious late those few days checking out skype and talking non-stopn for a long time till i think my ear cant take it anymore. and i am so tired.

well today my school grandma birthday and well i always think it was amelia's birthday too but it wasnt it was yesterday. haha sorry which means i mix up her birthday with warren's birthday.but today isnt warren's birthday too. ahrr. whatever.

and i am so tired.

talk about sat.

well we supposed to have badminton on that day but than we went to watch Enchanted well seriously it was nice and fun and it really nice. go watch. and guess what, i hope it had the book version so i can do it for SND next year. haha and the chipmunk!!! oh i love him. it do remind me or us of the +4 thingy for the chat. and guess what next movie catching is so going to be Alvin and the chipmunks. and lots of other movie. haha

and well we should have sleepover yesterday but than i had no place or room for us to sleep and the next day i had to help out in my mum's office. sorry. i really want the sleepover. and guess what before the movie we wanted to have dinner over at my house but than my fridge gave up and my mum had to cook. well today is working again. haha funny thing.

and till thinking why i am so tired after i had slept for more than half a day and i am till tired, haha.

well at least some shopping to do downtown with kevis and the gang. hopefully we would have to run again. well tell me about it. we had the time for movie and than we miss it by 15 mins and had to run three bus-stop. well thanks for mixing up 1335 and 1355. and thanks to me i got the timing right. hmm.

and oh oh o really want to get the shirt!!!. the shirt which is simple and nice. yesterday we saw at the mall. and seriously i want the whole set of dukie collection and the duck that mae said would be able to sleep everynight once we had that, ahrr. i got it know. should be that duck that make me so sleepy. haha. well and erm MAE LETS DO SOME SHOPPING!!! NOT WINDOW SHOPPING!!! and bring the local money not some other country money. haha.

that's it i wanna sleep now!!!