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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
seriously fou

fou = insane

why do i weep in front of someone whom i barely knew, maybe i am having mood swings today.

shall not talk what make me weep, guess shaan really really want to know. but i dont think i am typing here. guess i will just spill all my anger on why i cried in front of my maths teacher today. i am so not feeling well this past few weeks. and i guess is like the other time i cried during miss ying ying crash-course lesson for exam. cant blame. got e.maths prelim and SND exam and both so much important. and i got to handle my frog death. and someone death. and how the hack am i going to breathe.

know i did not do that well this whole year. and lots of things happening around me. and i need a break. just one tiny break. that explain the sickness i get. i am so down now. so blue. not as in turning blue as how much i wish i am now. which never happen only in private practice. wait a min... NH4. i am so going to breathe that. so i will turn blue. and *as if it will happen* i think i shall go take a long bath and sleep for a while than settle myself down again and forget everything. i mean really forget everything. start from a fresh new me, a fresh new addie.

if i am able to draw people deep dark secrets. i would understand me better.
dont try to change what i am troubled now. it never help because the truth hurts and the truth is hurting me.

thanks for those who comfort me today and sorry lunch pals. i end school early today. only 4hr 30 mins of lesson today.

plus i need to be alone :'(

one paints darkness or dark colour to show their feeling inside them. but i am painting bright colours because that's the feeling i want.

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

2:41:00 PM