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a very tough and bad week or five days pass by and i am so seriously happy!! i am so seriously slack today i mean i spend like the whole evening watch Grey's anatomy and spending most of my time talking to my frog and getting so freak out over things that i should not be freaking out with!!!

so this whole week is supposed to be bad.. to start off with Shaan my dear person who sits beside me got dengue and luckily her i mean not as in she got dengue but no exam for her. she looks weak but hopefully she will be well and well get back to school and sit beside me and talk to me and not having my left ear going deaf.

no offend Mark but the sneezing is kinda really loud but and really i don't know Mark is a "play" guy. not as in play play guy.. he watches play. it rare.. i mean he is the only guy so far i know not a gay watches play. well he did not really tell me that but he saw my file with "the pillow man" thingy and he asked me if i am watching. but i also don't know. after all i am till super freak out by Romeo and Juliet.. so i don't know. plus they say *no child below 16 years* and they have student price.. haha. well at least i am not that bored in school. and i do know that really a lot of them hate this guy in my class. all of them sat beside me tell me. all of them i mean. okay at least 7? or 8? kinda..

how to grow my hair? its not GROWING!! every part of me is growing just not my hair!! as in hair on my head... well i got my reader's digest for my pal for this few days and well i don't know but the jokes not really that funnier. *haha* and well while i was reading its all about pain in the back or bones and there is this page where it is about health weight and really!! the UK people is like that bad? no offend really bad hmm. cant compare me and them.. emu!!! haha i miss her. and oh yar than there was this picture guy in the jeans which was said to be the "before" pants and he is inside it. so its like making him "slimmer" than before. and Mark was like "hope it will be you one day" and i was like no~~ well i hope that but it wont coz the size don't really make much different. the picture guy lose like 60 over KG and if i lose that weight. i will be floating. *i did not just put up my weight on the blog did i?* and the only thing now is make my hair grow!!

so as i was slacking today kevis called * like one day he dont call he will die* and he told me about some crazy things that i wish i never hear.. ** mae's sms** yup back and he is like so bugging me at the wrong time. i mean on msn he talk to me even my nick stated so clearly that *kev DON'T talk to me now* but he did. and talk and talk and talk. while i got pin up by my ex-best friend in school's sister who thinks what crap piece of shit i said before was a lie. yup now i want to say that only think is a lie is that making friends with u is a bad mistake. really bad one. for now i wish i never know you. the thing is i don't like lying. it make me feel guilty and its like a sin or something. which is i think in some religions or something and only the truth will set you free. no guilty free free!! and she thinks i am a lie. her sister thinks i am the one that was shoving her to her sadness her whatever her life is crashing. oh don't she has the other three friend of her and well she thinks that she is the only one that is feeling bad, hello i am the one that had not been in school for two days and what happen that time is there is this girl seems to be super close with her and doing what i don't know and when i am back i am "not needed" by her. her sister thinks i treat her like a dog. really i don't seems to be seeing her fetching me my papers. rolling over.. playing dead and erm waging her tail? and she went to tell her other three friends about me. about what i had told her which is the truth and had she forgotten that she lied to me before? she made me believe her so much that i wish i know that guy she used to be dating with oh had i forgotten the others girls don't know that. that person is not a person? this is so going to sound a good gossip. and please people stop asking me whats the heck is wrong with me and her. we are not life support machine or something. u know ask her. don't ask me. i don't want to be the one that said " i will tell u later" does that please you know. the sisters? gosh i hate her!!! so much that she replace Y. seriously it is rare..

back to good mood. don't think about her. really it suck and i LOVE Addison. from Grey's anatomy which is.. i mean i like everyone there but just her is like OH MY GOSH!! haha i love her. and yeah even she is out of Grey's anatomy but she is going Perfect match which is a spin-off of Grey's anatomy. haha well at least it is till her and same everything just that she leave the hospital haha. well i really think if i get to live her life it will be so good. which i can just study!! haha.. OH my. little Britain the adv just pop up. and it remind me of Mark. well the lame thing repeat of the show and things haha. well back to where i was. oh yeah study!! and in the afternoon i was reading my Lit Macbeth which i fall asleep. cos i was so blur that the E.maths june paper don't really need to hand in today which i was rushing it yesterday night and i fell asleep trying to study my lit.. oh and this dream happen. i had naps it gives you funny dream. or should i say dejuvo( spelling not so sure).

so here it goes.

i was looking for my lit notebook which i wrote all the notes and stuff. and i while i always think it is in my bag, my feet carried me to my cupboard. and i saw this clown which i got it in a fun fair i think and i hate clown so i never place it out. than i saw my face in the mirror which is the colour of the clown. which i am so totally freak out and trying to remove the painting off my face which it never come off. than i went to use tinner to wipe it off but it does not work and i dont know why. so with the clown face i went to look for something to wipe it off. and there was a cream that would remove everything make up so i used it and it went off. and i went back to search my notebook and later i saw my face which is the clown face again and i am so freaking out.

but haha well went i woke up i the same thing happen but no clown painting on my face. which i can hear laughing from kevis's mouth. well yup. whatever. do u think if i trim my hair. it will grow?