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Friday, September 14, 2007
the nodding

Pain come in all forms. i am suffering now. i am feeling it now. its deep inside but you cant see it, you can feel it. its deep and its hurting...

we only want to see what we want to see and believe what we want
to believe and its works, we lie to ourselves so much that after a while the lie starts to seem like the truth.

good air in bad air out..
i let my hair down today which is the things i never do usually. i done it only if i am sad or high which i am not today. pain and sad the joy of them is so great that i want to stand in the rain to let the rain "wash" away every single part of me. i wonder why a this "book" is full of sadness. i heard this once before. not from my Chinese teacher but from some one. maybe is last year speech and drama exam i had that for sight reading or i wrote that before. some where i know...

once a life is born the chapter of a new beginning happen. parents are the first to write in your book than your loves one and your friends and teacher. the complete story of your life would end from your loves one also. your book will be read on the day you had your last breathe. it will be remembered when the date arrive. i wanted to know what it had been in my book. i want to read it. i want to edit it. i want to.... i want to... i want to know me. i don't know who i am any more. i want to re-know me. can you help me?

i don't know and i am not keen to knowing myself for the time being.

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

8:43:00 PM