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voulu to score bien pour Chinois mal...

on my way home, while waiting fro the bus to come. just right opposite the bus stop i saw three friends. none i know but suddenly i felt so lonely. maybe is because i am sitting alone and listening to (friends) theme song.. i dont know why but i suddenly felt very.. i dont know how to explain my feelings...

突然想起我们三人在一起的时后。想起每个sat我们在bus10 after snd。想起 how crazy we are on the bus and in the library. we used to be friends(three) but now friends(two) and not forgetting amandaz. i felt like i am the cause . at least now me and amandaz till contact each other but for 她. i dont know. try to but it call or text her but it never reach here.

~a photo drop down when i put my bag on the table. the photo of us~

till remember i got free pass to downtown east and invited the four of them.. but it did not turn out well. met for food in the early morning and thanks to mae we are behind schedule. ( putting (you had a bad day)as ring tone is a very bad thing to do) how i had to call her maid to wake her and to wait for her to shower and to wake for her to reach.long john's for breakfast and met some friends on the way...amandaz wanted to bring her boyfriend along but i dont think is a good idea.that time all of us got some one only她没有.so i dont want to make it so weird for her. got neoprints and all dress in black. and how we put friends forever on the glossy paper. was it? could it be true?
forever did not last long.

想到我们四人make a deal that we will be friends forever no matter what. but now the pact only left me and mae and amandaz.她? 我不知道。amandaz left snd 2 years ago and 她 left snd a year ago. 想起我们在dancing pole the 班，想起我们class outting, i dont know why i felt i am responsible for it.我虽然比她还早认识mae，但是因为我们不同班the both of us 慢慢的没有和对方来往。so ended up me and amandaz and 她and mae. before i re-know mae, 她 and mae very close.有一次不知道为什么我和她吵了起来。可能是因为那时我和mae很close，她不喜欢吧。the next year after amandaz left，even 我们在同一班, the look on her face seem to tell me something,not long, 她 left snd too. 在路上碰到她，她 act as if she dont know me. i felt bad. felt that i am the cause. even mae kept saying no and dont kept blaming on myself but i dont know why i just felt that way. 我好久都没去想它，不知今天又想起往事。。。

haiz... must be the three girls i saw and the chinese talk that make me think of it.... i got it now. today is the day the four of us make the pact.

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

5:17:00 PM