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今天考试幸好有kenny the华文词典which happen to be electronic，我省了很多时间finding 词。

soon after i updated my blog
kev called me

kev: hey i not eating shit la
me: i did not say that
kev: but you type
me: is jan said it la
kev: i am not and ask jan to take down the pic
me: cant you call?
kev: coz i calling you now
me: (paused) bye
kev: wait wait 帮我啦
me: make me
kev:帮我啦。。。

KEV the answer is no!!! ask yourself haha

好啦！！！ 我帮你啦！！

back from school just after trying to drag my feet to the gate. and at last it done.
~very un-glamly kicked the shoe off my feet~ ( need sound effect? figure out urself)

okay so what to type? oh yeah list in order
1) wish mae happy sweet 16 birthday.. hope she like my present
2) talk about my shoe
3) load pics from jannet's blog
4) thinking of should i upload the photo of my shoe on the blog which was taken by zi ying
5) my super dubber late present

1) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAE~E
WHO IS BORN IN THE ZOO?? NAH SCIENCE AND MATHS LAB~B
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! :)

happy birthday bestie.. (if u ever reach here to read?) hmm maybe i should post it at our blog.... well is like... no updates for a long time. haha sweet 16!!! one year lesser to live!!! (so am i ).. okay hope you like my ear-rings that i bought for you.. and hope to see you soon..

text from mae: how could u?
me:duh.. you are born there..

well i am not the one that say that too.. miss ying ying said that talking to mae had to talk in maths and science than she will understand

(on play)
miss ying ying : mae!! your leg must be 90 degree
mae : oh~ okay
miss ying ying : this mae ahr must talk to her in maths and science than she will understand
me: duh.. she is maths and science school...

(on the phone)
me: where are you now?
mae: on the bus
me: stop?
mae: erm it is parallel to the cheese cake shop..
me: must you say parallel?
mae: if not very hard to explain to you
me: there is a word called opposite...

2) who says you can clap with one hand? erm leg i mean? i can.. so can you
okay what really happen is that my shoe the sow came off and i had to drag myself all the way from school home. during exam at the hall i was moving my feet side to feet. *crack* OH MY GOD whats that!!! OH MY GOD OH MY GOD SHIT SHIT CRAP CRAP!! oh man.. my shoes!! and those beside me were looking at me.. i think i heard a laughter... and the teacher was looking at me.. he thinks that there is something wrong with me.. well duh i did not say all that out loud.. is exam you know..
and after the whole exam, i had to drag my feet to the bus stop.. while waiting for taxi, zi ying took a photo of my shoe. maybe i should put the photo up.. maybe not if i do that i will upload all stupid photo i got.. hmm so this settle 4)
on the taxi on the way to zi ying's house
zi ying: uncle keep...(checking if it is left or right. erm with her hands)
me: do you have to do that??
zi ying: yeah i dont know if it is left or right ma!!
me: -.- haha

3) jannet's photo of my dessert. haha pirate ship ice-cream and the very ugly look of kev eating it.

me: oh my gosh this is so childish
jan: what thing?
kev: what!!!
me: not talking to you.. i say my dessert..
jan: cute what!!
kev: yeah. like me have a bite
me: WAIT i want a pic of it
jan: yeah..

kev super ugly photo of eating th ice-cream which happen to be black and guess what jan said.. he looks like eating shit.. (-.-")

5) yeah my present and wait is a very late present. newly added to my soft toy collection... a piglet!! not really favour of that but is till cute.. haha from munirah and aisah and at last i got my present... late for 13 days... haha :)

ne savez pas pourquoi je me suis....
voulu to score bien pour Chinois mal...

on my way home, while waiting fro the bus to come. just right opposite the bus stop i saw three friends. none i know but suddenly i felt so lonely. maybe is because i am sitting alone and listening to (friends) theme song.. i dont know why but i suddenly felt very.. i dont know how to explain my feelings...

突然想起我们三人在一起的时后。想起每个sat我们在bus10 after snd。想起 how crazy we are on the bus and in the library. we used to be friends(three) but now friends(two) and not forgetting amandaz. i felt like i am the cause . at least now me and amandaz till contact each other but for 她. i dont know. try to but it call or text her but it never reach here.

~a photo drop down when i put my bag on the table. the photo of us~

till remember i got free pass to downtown east and invited the four of them.. but it did not turn out well. met for food in the early morning and thanks to mae we are behind schedule. ( putting (you had a bad day)as ring tone is a very bad thing to do) how i had to call her maid to wake her and to wait for her to shower and to wake for her to reach.long john's for breakfast and met some friends on the way...amandaz wanted to bring her boyfriend along but i dont think is a good idea.that time all of us got some one only她没有.so i dont want to make it so weird for her. got neoprints and all dress in black. and how we put friends forever on the glossy paper. was it? could it be true?
forever did not last long.

想到我们四人make a deal that we will be friends forever no matter what. but now the pact only left me and mae and amandaz.她? 我不知道。amandaz left snd 2 years ago and 她 left snd a year ago. 想起我们在dancing pole the 班，想起我们class outting, i dont know why i felt i am responsible for it.我虽然比她还早认识mae，但是因为我们不同班the both of us 慢慢的没有和对方来往。so ended up me and amandaz and 她and mae. before i re-know mae, 她 and mae very close.有一次不知道为什么我和她吵了起来。可能是因为那时我和mae很close，她不喜欢吧。the next year after amandaz left，even 我们在同一班, the look on her face seem to tell me something,not long, 她 left snd too. 在路上碰到她，她 act as if she dont know me. i felt bad. felt that i am the cause. even mae kept saying no and dont kept blaming on myself but i dont know why i just felt that way. 我好久都没去想它，不知今天又想起往事。。。

haiz... must be the three girls i saw and the chinese talk that make me think of it.... i got it now. today is the day the four of us make the pact.

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

5:17:00 PM

Saturday, August 25, 2007

the ghostly best friend

back from SND. so tired and lazy. so i don't think i will be doing any homework from school today. after all i had spent almost all my energy there and on the bus when my best friend mae "became" a ghost!!! well it all started when she show me her ghost photo of herself and well i really got freak out and when we take photo, all the photo became so ghostly!!! and i am so freak out.

SND

well exam is reaching and well got lots of work to do. mae would be in the same day with me for exam but she went to put on sat. her reason that day no school and the whole week of exam is holiday so no school and on sat? ended up both of our timing is different. but than what do best friend do? no she did not change the timing. well she will be with me on that day so i dont feel so weird and i will be there with her on sat too.. well if i can wake up on time... oh and at last i get to get my birthday present! yeah shopping time!! $75 of things to get on that day in a BOOK STORE! okay that sound weird but yup she is taking me birthday shopping in a BOOK STORE and what will i buy? i dont know!!! books i think..cant wait for that day...

oh and at last i finished reading my story book, the longest book i ever read. 2 months well that because i am reading two books at once and i read the 1st till half and read the other till is done and back to the 1st and done now. today. i till remember the first time i read that book and my aunt giving me the look on the face as if it was a very BAD book. well maybe she meant the other bad? and i dont think it is but is nice. so now starting on my new book.. and oh i will stock my library with new books with the book store shopping with the ghostly best friend, mae!

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

9:55:00 PM

the ear-rings

mae's birthday is reaching soon so i went to get her something.. something that will let her remember me when she see it. wait wear it.

so i got two pairs, one is musical note and one is . and i switch them so that we will have the same ear rings. and guess what mae bought ear rings too and yeah i mean is the same one but in different colour. hers is blue and my is silver.

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

7:41:00 PM

Thursday, August 23, 2007

the baby bird

the bird looked like a tiny dinosaur, too small to have feathers or know to open its eyes. its mouth folded back, a hinge, and one stub of wing flopped. i could see the outline of its heart. it had fallen from the nest up on our tree. its brothers and sisters had poked their heads to see. i wanted to go near and touch it but Chris pulled my hands back as if i had did something really wrong.
"never ever touch it" he said. but why? we should help those who are sick and weak and this bird looked sick and weak and didn't our parents teach us to help those who are sick?
"i just want to put it back on the tree"
"if u touch it, the mother would not want it anymore. once a human touches the baby, the mother would not want it anymore."
"but wouldn't it die here?"
"lets wait and see"
i wonder off to pick up leaf to keep that little bird warm and wait for its mother to pick it up. but we waited till i could barley see the heart bit of the bird. "is he going to di..e?"
"no" he said "lets just wait a bit longer."
we looked up at the tree and for the first time i realize that the shape of the leaves on the trees look so nice. it blends in with the baby blue sky.
the mother bird flew back and found out that she lost one of her baby. looking down she flew down and pick it up with her beck. she took it up and slowly fly up. when she reached. she flew down again and landed in front of us. she looked like she is telling us "thank you"
" i told u." he said and hold me by the side. i looked at him.
"if i was a bird and someone touches me would i die?" he hug me closer. "if you were a bird, i never would have let you fall out the nest."

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

4:20:00 PM

Monday, August 20, 2007

the monday

back from school and shall blog for the people who miss school today.. to aisah!!! haha felt bad for not replying her text...

maths: going through the ABC paper and yup had to stay back for smt for math till 2pm..

mother tongue: alien language. body there soul somewhere.. no mood for that lesson.

eng: what can he give? boring lesson really boring but useful but till boring.. teach on tense and everything and one point. i think my tense is so bad even when i am blogging so the point is u understand what i typing that good for u and that's good for me too.. u don't understand that fine for u that's fine for me too!! (?!?)

recess: well nice thing to see andiekah using chopsticks to eat today. and after lots of tries he can hold on to it without dropping the noodles!! hmm good for him.. :)

Amaths: thanks to munirah, i am a bit freak out with bones... her left arm(bone) can press into her body.too many handstand for her i guess. well a very slack day for munirah and me. we get to go around classes telling them to stay back for maths at 1.30pm.. and i dont know. felt so weird today...

maths(smt): till going through the ABC paper but she took the time to scold people for not handing in the paper. and gave us two more sheets. well aisah's paper with me.. hope she gets well..cos i miss my "aisah"... well she said is only 30 mins but ended up using an hour going through it and its really boring. well lucky got the new piece of paper to do if not i will be sleeping!!

jen said that i pin my hair up look kinda funny but well i did it for fun.. i got an extra clip and dont know where to put it so it ended up on my hair..

well thats for all now.. i need torush my ss and study chem and maths.

i am going to miss brothers and sisters again >.<

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

2:54:00 PM

Saturday, August 18, 2007

the re-updated

okay back from SND and really think should update what happen yesterday cos my friend,aisah was not in the class well there it is...

math: really nothing.. oh miss leong called all those who never hand in the maths paper and i dont know what she said.. as u can see i did all my work and hand in on time... okay and she asked us to do some ABC paper. and calculators must not be used. but well i used it and i am the only one. sheng xiang said khairuddin took out the maths TYS and look in it and worst when miss leong is beside him. well maybe she dont care... oh well i did not finished the paper and yeah thanks shaan.. we get to do the paper again the other time. miss leong said she gave us 1 hour plus to do and she took out some que. so the time should be enough. but when class start what she do is calling everyone out to ask about the maths paper so is not an hour...

Chem: erm noting much... oh u know our chem teacher is a photo taker. so he put the national day photo he took on the chem power point and well what we learn that day?? oh collision theory and there will be a test on tue. on cation and anion..if my spelling is not wrong..oh and what shaan and i did? counting how much time left to do maths.. oh and i forgot. i got chinese paper to do too.. and only 32 hours. till got SND work to do and exam is so near. and today miss ying ying.. wait i will write after this.. oh so shaan got 36 hours to do maths. i got 32 hours to do chinese and maths.. can i skip school???

Alive: oh this is fun... lesson on the topic sex.. well it was so funny... mr oh asked all the boys to take blue paper and all the girls to take pink paper.. and those boys whom had no blue paper can take pink paper.. i wonder what yi ning would take. but too bad he is not there that day.. hmm so anyway. andiekah got pink and so did feng shui well andiekah till can say pink is the colour for macho man.. yup and that remind me of miss lee during sec one.. "why is a macho like you using pink ruler?" hahha oh well and all the guys had to find a girl to stick the colour paper together and trying to make shaan and wayne stick and elaine and jun cheng stick but elaine got mark so and also jun cheng asked me for my pink paper..well and we watch a very stupid video. well yar. as mr oh said. boys about sex is so different from girls and he even asked everyone when we think about sex.. and almost all the girls said a long time ago oh u know what rayner said? 3 second ago... -.-"

recess: yeah just break.. oh douglas got bash up anyway.. haha all because aisah told me to wish him happy birthday and i guess i make it all worst..

phy: watch video on magnet and some others and had to do paper. aisah paper with hidayah..
and the phy teacher is so concern about all those going into NZ trip and it was on 7 nov.. oh yar and.. my grand ma get to go too. i think "at last we can go on a family trip" munirah text.

SAT!! snd. no one turn up there so i went to do my maths paper. and well miss ying ying wanted us to do play.. me on R&J and i am the nurse!! O DAY O DAY O HATEFUL DAY haha and well mae came went i was in the middle of it. miss ying ying said my voice is there..(thank u thank u) and well haha and mae also said i sound different. well thanks!! oh and can see miss ying ying i really mad at us. i mean exam is soon and none of us can say it perfect.. will train.. but prelim first!!! miss ying ying wanted mae to do the "jerking" part and well lucky the examiner is a women if not i cant think!!! so as i was doing my maths there and miss ying ying looked well at my maths paper and i am stuck in que 6.. so she looked at it and said " oh my i really dont know how to do and it is a sec 4 paper and oh it came from a not very good school too.." haha well got ice-cream for dinner and mae mouth was painted in dark brown.. nice colour.. haha well got photo taking on the bus and " ah i am really bad at taking photo!" text mae.. haha well she look good.. but i look better(thick sick) haha

thats all!!!

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

7:01:00 PM

Friday, August 17, 2007

the terms

school on friday and yes i am in the mood to blog now. well i guess..

i really fun to sit with shaan in school. well during math we had to do paper from some school was names ABC but i think is ACS or ACH. something like that but yeah.. oh anyway i think my math is really full of carelessness.... and in chem we were counting time left to do maths for prelim. and she got 36 hours and i only got 32 hours.. who is worst? and oh oh that at that time the rain became heavy like it is crying for us..

opps. time to indulge.... blog the next time

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

6:34:00 PM

the silence

silence. just silence

1) she called me during my break and well i was able to say so how was the marks? until she cried over the phone. well i guess it didn't turn out that well and went to take a look at my friend results of her mother tongue. we spent hours sitting on the log at the park enjoying the evening breeze and the SILENCE between us.

2) today was my classmate birthday and i guess he didn't want anyone to know it but i got text from my friend to wish him birthday wishes but in the end. he got bash up.. really badly. and i till think that i was the one that cause him to get bash up? but maybe maybe not

3) my *sch* dad told me that he is going to skip school tomorrow(today) and he really did. well guess once a while everyone had to have a break or two so well this time is his

4)i cant wait for tomorrow it is SND and well can least i get to see my best friend. and tell her everything. yes everything. i am not in the mood to blog now. well i think i shall end here and blog more tomorrow. maybe. maybe not

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

6:04:00 PM

Saturday, August 11, 2007

the love day + week update

love not in love that love. i just love today. my best friend and i were on the bus just taking photo for fun and is like training for shooting.. i really love today. is so lovable.

Monday back in school from a long break.

badminton last Tuesday. a long way to blog on sat but yeah it was fun to play with my PE teacher and my close friend in school. and i had been really trying to win the teacher but it totally seems that he is really good. he was able to catch it when is was at least 1 inch from the floor. i was trying to see his face when the never catch it but somehow i think it never happen. he told my close friend about her skills on it but never mention anything about me. am i that bad? or is it good? guess i never know till we play again.

Wednesday. half day saw my close friend "boyfriend" cheating on her. nah not really just that we had tel-match and he was with three others girls. he was in on the 4 people and 4 leg game. and well i think the game is that or so. our class could have win on that day but thanks to that captain we didnt. well it dont matter...

well thats all i think. yeah!!! :)

♥ ...I'm glad you're the one I spent it with.

7:23:00 PM